On Being a Morning Person

Don Smith

July 18, 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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PRAYER

Let our prayer be a prayer for remembrance.

Let us remember that today, like every day, is a holy day. It is a gift of time, freely given to all that lives. May we honor this day by using it well.

Let us remember that today, like every day, is a judgment day. It is a day with infinite opportunities to do either good or evil. May we choose to do the good and to fight the evil, so that, at the end the day, we may judge ourselves gently.

Let us remember that there are those among us today who hurt and whose pain takes away the gifts that others enjoy. May we do what we can to ease their pain.

Let us remember that there are those among us today who struggle with problems that may seem too big to manage. May we do what we can to lighten their load and help them on their way.

Let us remember that there are those among us who are lonely, even in the midst of the crowd. May we offer a kind word, a friendly smile, and the hope of new friendship.

Let us remember, again, that each day brings with it new opportunities. May we strive not so much to do more, but to do better.

SERMON

What does it mean to be a morning person? What I want to do this morning is try to describe a way of viewing the world that, to my mind, constitutes being a morning person. Bear with me if I seem to wander about; I think the picture will come into focus before I’m done, and I trust you to tell me if it doesn’t.

In his book with the audacious title How the Mind Works, Stephen Pinker posits that it is primarily through metaphors that we understand our world and I agree with him. I think this is especially true in areas outside the hard sciences, when it comes to contemplating our lives, what we’re doing with them, and the meaning we assign to things, independent of their concrete facts. Most all religious texts, poetry, great literature, and songs are filled with metaphors.

Since being a morning person is a metaphor of my own creation (although I’m sure I’m not the first to use it) we’ll consider some other, perhaps more familiar metaphors–along with some lesser-known personal favorites–to try to narrow in on my conception of what it means to be a morning person.

Let’s start with a metaphor from the New Testament; a metaphor used in two ways. The first is found in the Gospels. We’re told by these writers that Jesus once said to his disciples “Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: For of such is the kingdom of God. Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein.”

The second comes from St. Paul, in his first letter to the Corinthians. He wrote “When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things.”

The same metaphor “that of being childlike” is used to express seemingly opposite ideas, as something to embrace and something to shun. But is that really the case?

Our responsive reading this morning was, to my mind, at least, an explication of Jesus’ words. If all people had the spirit of a child–if all people trusted, imagined, sang, received the beauty of the world without reservation, were filled with wonder and delight and a faith that could cure them of their cynicism and make them unafraid to need and to love’then I believe we truly would be living in the kingdom of God.

Looking at the larger context of the letter to the Corinthians, it becomes apparent that when Paul told the Corinthians that they must put away childish things he was speaking of childish, that is to say, overly simplistic views of the meaning of spiritual teachings. Spiritual teachings taken as literal truths lose their power to inspire us and lift us up. Instead, they become dead and suffocating things. They block our ability to see the world as Jesus would have us see it, with the wonder, honesty, and simplicity of a child. It’s like reading those words by Jesus and taking them to mean that heaven is a physical place peopled only by children. That really doesn’t provide a lot of hope or inspiration for those of us who have made it into adulthood, does it?

Having been raised in a fundamentalist Christian church–where the Bible is taken as literal truth, even in matters historical and scientific– I was taught, for example, that creation was a one-time event. God created the universe and everything in it over a period of six days. It’s been running its course according to God’s plan ever since, and it will be destroyed at some unknown point in the future. Our main concern in life should be making sure that when the world ends we’re part of the “elect”, meaning those who are destined for heaven. Heaven, in this worldview, is some distant place where all is perfect. And we can get there, but not in this life.

Now, contrast that view of things with the view expressed by Thoreau when he wrote in Walden that “The morning wind forever blows. The poem of creation is uninterrupted, but few are the ears that hear it. Olympus is but the outside of the world everywhere.” This is a radically different view than the one I was taught, is it not? Creation, rather than being an historical fact, is an ongoing process. Olympus’ home of the gods, or heaven is all around us. We need only wake up to that realization and live our lives accordingly in order to experience it. Heaven is, or can be, here, now.

The first attribute of a morning person is this: A morning person sees creation as an ongoing process in which he or she has a part to play. And the second attribute of a morning person is this: A morning person believes that his or her part is important and can have an impact on the world. These two attributes go hand in hand.

In her song “The Dream Before”, Laurie Anderson writes these words (and for what it’s worth, the scene is a conversation between Hansel and Gretel, who, we are told, are alive and well and living in Berlin):

She said, “What is history?”

And he said, “History is an angel being blown backwards into the future.”

He said, “History is a pile of debris, and the angel wants to go back and fix things, to repair the things that have been broken. But there is a storm blowing from Paradise. And the storm keeps blowing the angel backwards, into the future. And this storm, this storm, is called Progress.”

I think about those words quite a bit. It’s a wonderful image. It’s the way I see much of our human endeavors. While I agree that those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it, I sometimes think that we spend too much time analyzing and agonizing over the mistakes of the past, and not enough time dreaming about the future. I’m reminded of Bobby Kennedy when he said “There are those who look at things the way they are and ask why. I dream of things that never were and ask ‘Why not?'” Those are the words of a morning person.

Many among us believe that all we need to do in order to make the world better is to go back to some earlier time, before we made some huge mistake or went off in some wrong direction. I suppose we all wish from time to time that we could go back and get a second chance at things.

And I think we’re all angels trying to fix things, but I believe we need to turn around and face the future. Rather than fighting progress, let progress be the wind at our back–the morning wind that forever blows, carrying us in the direction that we need to go. To quote Thoreau again, “Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you’ve imagined.”

The third attribute of a morning person, then, is that he or she embraces the idea of progress. Even though we may question what true progress is–and that’s too broad a question to address in the time we have this morning–we must believe in our ability to move beyond where we are today, both individually and as a species. We must believe that a better future is possible, and that our dreams can be realized.

In every age there have been prophets of doom, people who see no hope for the future. Looking only at what’s wrong with the world, they give in to a cynicism that eats at the core of their faith, regardless of what it is that they have faith in. They overlook all the good that is done, daily, by the majority of people. They forget how many trials and tribulations humanity has endured, and how great some of those have been. It’s easy to do; too easy, I’m afraid.

Emerson, in an address to the Phi Beta Kappa society at Harvard and published under the title The American Scholar, said that we must have “the courage to call a popgun a popgun, though the ancient and honorable of the earth affirm it to be the crack of doom.” How many events have been declared the beginning of the end, if not the end itself, only to pass into history as nothing but another obstacle over which humanity has stepped in our long and steady progression through time. Marcus Aurelius, using another wonderful metaphor, said “History is a sort of river of passing events, and strong is it’s current; no sooner has a thing been brought into sight than it is swept by and another takes its place, and this too will be swept away.”

A morning person embraces a spirit of optimism and fights against the cynicism that comes to us all too frequently, and all too easily.

This may sound like an overly simplistic, even naive view of things; a view that could only be embraced by Professor Pangloss. You remember Professor Pangloss? In Voltaire’s story Candide, Professor Pangloss is the teacher who asserts that “all is for the best in the best of all possible worlds.” But as Candide learns, through many trials and tribulations, his beloved Professor Pangloss is not correct. Everything is not for the best. In the final lines of the work, using yet another wonderful metaphor, Candide sums up what he has learned by saying that “we must cultivate our gardens.” And that brings us to a discussion of how a morning person conducts his or her life.

I’m a gardener, and I can tell you that any gardener knows, as they pull the weeds from their garden, that the weeds will return. It’s the way of the world, and not to be changed. But we pull the weeds anyway. Because to not pull the weeds is to abandon the garden, and this we cannot do.

A morning person continues to work for the good, not with the naive hope of eradicating evil, not because they believe they can solve all the problems of the world, but because it’s the thing to do. Bodil Jonsson, the Swedish physicist, writes in her book Unwinding the Clock “it doesn’t befit a human being to give up. The future is not some mountainside we’re all going to smash into. Nor is it some kind of precipice and we’re all going to fall off the edge. We’ll do what people have always done. We’ll try.” A morning person tries.

Winston Churchill was a morning person when he said to a group of elementary school students “Never, never, never give up.” Martin Luther King, Jr. was a morning person when he delivered his “I Have a Dream” speech.

A morning person holds fast to his or her belief that a better world is not only possible, but assured. The future is not something to fear, but to work for.

What kind of future do I want for myself and my children? What kind of world do I want to live in? What can I do to move in that direction? These are the questions that a morning person asks.

I have to confess that, although I am by nature a morning person in the literal sense, I sometimes have to work at being a morning person in the figurative sense. It’s not always easy, when I look around me and see some of the things going on in the world, to be a morning person. But that’s what I want to be, and it’s why I come here. I rely on you’on this community’to help me continue in the way of a morning person. And for that reason I also ask “What kind of future do I want for this church?” “What kind of church do I want to be a part of?” “What can I do to move us in that direction?”

What about you? What do you need in your life? In times of despair, where or from whom have you found strength?

I want to close with some words from the theologian Dietrich Bonhoeffer:

Optimism is by its nature not a goal for the present situation but a life-force,

A force for hope when others give up,

A force for withstanding setbacks, a force that never surrenders the future to pessimism but rather requisitions it for hope.

He wrote those words while he sat in a German concentration camp, awaiting execution. He’d been sentenced to be hanged for his part in a plot to remove Hitler from power. Listen again to the words of a morning person.

Optimism is by its nature not a goal for the present situation but a life-force,

A force for hope when others give up,

A force for withstanding setbacks, a force that never surrenders the future to pessimism but rather requisitions it for hope.

I don’t know what else I could say.

When Winning Is The Only Thing

© Jim Checkley

July 11, 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

CENTERING

How do we define winning? It makes a difference.

Used to be that winning was not just about the scoreboard. Used to be that the scoreboard wasn’t the only thing. Can we still say that’s true?

From Little League to pro sports we hear again and again that losing hurts worse than winning feels good. Why is that? Why does losing hurt worse than winning feels good? Could it be that winning is expected, is the only thing, and winning is therefore more a relief than a joy, while losing is a dreaded, hated thing, just like the losers themselves?

When coaches say that their job is to bring out the champion in every player, are they speaking metaphorically or literally? Do you have to be a literal champion, win a championship, a gold medal, or is it OK to simply do your best, to become the best you can be?

If winning is about working to achieve success, and if success is, as the great UCLA coach John Wooden says, the piece of mind which is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best that you can be, then why are coaches and players fired, vilified in the press, booed, given death threats, and disrespected if they achieve success but still lose? Why is it that the great unifying principle for all these totured souls is losing?

Maybe it’s because Vince Lombardi was right: maybe its because when it comes time to walk the walk instead of talk the talk, when it gets down to brass knuckles and gut feelings, winning isn’t everything, it’s the only thing.

SERMON

I have been thinking about doing a sermon on sports and its impact on society for many years. But not as many years as I’ve known our own John Sanders. I’ve known John for almost the entire time I’ve been in Texas’going on 27 years. Last year John sent me some clippings from the newspaper about sportsmanship in Little League and sports generally and included a short note suggesting it was time to do a sermon on the obsession with winning that seems to be the hallmark of our culture. So here I am..

The article that John sent to me concerned a Little League baseball player who had broken some rules at home and whose parents had grounded him. Pretty typical. But then a strange thing had happened. Once the child explained to his friends that he was grounded and was going to miss a game or two as a result, the parents of the other children on the Little League team began calling and complaining to the grounded boy’s parents that his punishment wasn’t fair. The calls were many, frequent, and some were quite angry.

Why all the fuss? Well, the grounded child was the best player on the Little League team. Without him, it was much more likely the team would lose the games he was going to miss. This was so upsetting to the other players and their parents that they called to complain. So the parents of this child, in the aftermath, had written to one of those columnists who write about ethics to ask if they had done the right thing. Or was grounding their child wrong because the other children might, as a result, end up losing a Little League baseball game?

The columnist reassured the parents that they had done the right thing and spent most of his column complaining that the preoccupation with winning that seemed to grip the country had gotten out of hand. He lamented that the need to win, the desire to win, almost at any cost, and at any level, had become increasingly rampant and was becoming a real problem in our society.

The first thing I thought of reading that article was Green Bay Packer’s coach Vince Lombardi and his famous quote that “winning isn’t everything, it’s the only thing,” the quote from which I took the title of the sermon. If any single expression captures America’s obsession with winning, this is it. There are several sources on the Internet that claim that Coach Lombardi did not actually utter these words. But it doesn’t matter. Did Humphry Bogart say “Play it again Sam?” Did Carl Sagan say: “Billions and billions and billions?” Did Marshall McLuhan say: “The media is the message?” No, none of them did. But all these expressions are now American icons.

And while many individuals would dispute Coach Lombardi, and there are hundreds of articles claiming that winning is not the only thing, I think that the expression winning isn’t everything, it’s the only thing has taken on a life of its own over the last 40 years. And while I do not blame Coach Lombardi directly for the escalation in the competitive environment in America and the obsession with winning that has accompanied it, the notion that winning is the only thing is, I believe, at the heart of many of the dilemmas we find in sports, business, culture, and society generally. Because I believe that we, as a society, have bought into that expression, and that it lies behind much of who we are and what we do as a culture.

I thought I would be doing a little sermon on the dangers of emphasizing winning to the exclusion of other important aspects of life, but I quickly realized that this is a huge topic, one that crosses many disciplines and aspects of culture. Indeed, it was a struggle to try to synthesize just a few aspects of this issue into a twenty-minute talk. For instance, I have neither the time nor the inclination to explore how American culture got to the point where winning a Little League game is so important it is worth challenging your neighbors’ choice of discipline or allowing a boy who is 2 years overage to play in order to win the Little League World Series, something that happened just a couple of years ago. Instead, I’d simply like to make a few observations on the effects of elevating winning to the status of the only thing and look at how this phenomenon is not limited to sports, but affects all we do.

I grew up in the 1960s and early 70s, a time when sports, while still a significant part of American culture, were not nearly as important or as available as they are today. Most people were content to deal with sports on the weekend on TV and check on the progress of the season in the paper or listen to the home team on the radio. Those of you under 30 might not believe it, but 40 years ago, one couldn’t just pop the TV on any given night and have a smorgasbord of sports waiting for the watching. There was no Monday Night Football, no superstation cable outlets, no magazines devoted to recruiting high school kids to college, no broadcasts of pro sports drafts, and, best of all from my point of view, sports had not yet degenerated into 24/7 sports talk radio and TV. Look, I love sports, played organized baseball, football, and basketball and ran track and cross country, but all this gossip about sports has really pushed me over the edge.

Can I just say the obvious: sports are a huge part of American culture. Major sporting events like the Superbowl, the World Series, the NBA Finals, the Stanley Cup Finals, Grand Slam tennis and Major golf events, the Triple Crown of horse racing, the Olympics, the World Cup, all these events and many more produce an almost continuous current of competition, triumph, and defeat that is at once iconic and in a sense, religious. If religion is that which binds us together, well, little binds the country together more than sports.

Since the creation of ESPN in 1979, sports have developed into one of the most powerful and dominant aspects of our culture. ESPN stands for the Entertainment and Sports Programming Network’although I often call it the ETERNAL Sports Programming Network’and is the single most important thing that happened to sports since the invention of the television. ESPN, Disney, and the American Broadcasting Company have common ownership: sports, fantasy, and television’what a combination.

Today players are paid not just in the millions, but in the hundreds of millions of dollars to play kids’ games for a living. Millions of fans metaphorically live and die by the success of their teams’and by success I mean winning and losing. And because of the proliferation and growth of sports, seasons have become extended, overlap, and never seem to end. Even when the teams aren’t actually playing, they are being talked about on thousands of outlets across the country. Sports in America have grown to the point where the personalities are almost as important as the games, where the culture is almost as important as the scores, and where, at every level, winning seems to be the paramount concern.

Jacques Barzun, the great Columbia University historian, commented years ago that to understand the American character one should understand baseball because that sport encompassed so much of what made America unique. I submit to you today that to understand the American character one should understand sports generally because our attitude towards sports reflects our attitude towards the rest of our culture. The way we play the games of our sports culture is, I think, reflective of how we will play the game of life.

We as a culture, as a society, have bought into the Vince Lombardi attitude about winning. American society, already competitive, already individualistic, has become obsessed with winning. In fact, Jerome Holtzman claims that “Losing is the great American sin.” There are many who would agree with him.

And while it may have started in the sports world, this attitude has spread to every aspect of culture, including business, law, and every corner of society. It is very different from the days when I used to go to the Boys’ Club of Clifton and there was a huge sign on the wall in the gym that said: “It’s not whether you win or lose, but how you play the game.” While everybody, including me, tried our best to win, and winning was important to us, make no mistake, my coaches for the most part displayed the attitude that if you gave your best, then the final score was not what was most important. I visited my old Boy’s Club’now the Boys’ and Girls’ Club’about 10 years ago and that sign was gone. And I frankly don’t expect them to put up another one any time soon.

The promotion of sports in our culture to the highest levels of importance and the growth of sports into a multi-billion dollar business has elevated winning to the point where it does seem to have become the only thing. This is a dangerous situation. I think we get in trouble when we are only focused on winning because eventually, everything else about the game becomes secondary or expendable. If winning is the only thing, how can there be room for anything else?

Sportsmanship is eventually sacrificed to winning; civility is sacrificed to winning; respect is sacrificed to winning; character is sacrificed to winning; playing by the rules is sacrificed to winning. All the reasons we are told sports are good for us fade away. Being honorable becomes a liability that many people question if not outright think is foolish. Like the heel of a shoe that wears down only gradually, so gradually that we don’t even realize it until we try on a new pair, all other aspects of competition slowly erode when winning is the only thing. And I’m not just talking about this happening in sports. This sort of phenomenon happens in business, in culture, in religion, in society, in any group where the emphasis on winning pushes other considerations aside. American culture has become, to an extent that I frankly have difficulty putting up with, a culture absolutely dominated by competition for everything and the attitude that winning is the only thing.

Having said that, I want to say that I don’t think that either competition or winning is necessarily a bad thing. My complaint goes more to a loss of perspective, to a loss of balance, and the ripple effect that occurs when society decides that winning is the only thing.

Let me give you an analogy to what I mean. Ralph Waldo Emerson said: “A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds.” That saying is often misquoted and people often forget the foolish part. But that is the key to the saying. What Emerson was telling us is that consistency for its own sake’a foolish consistency’is the hobgoblin. What I am saying is that when winning becomes the only thing, pushes everything else to the side, that is the hobgoblin.

Speaking of hobgoblin’s, one of my least favorite side-effects of winning at all costs is that it has turned us into a much less civilized society. When winning is the only thing there is a tendency to break the rules, to cheat, to develop an us/them attitude that leads to disrespect, meanness, unsportsmanlike conduct, and tends to dehumanize, if not demonize, the other side. In short, when winning is the only thing it is simply much less pleasant to play the game.

Let me share with you my least favorite, but most apropos, example of what I mean. It happened at a Westlake High School football game a few years ago. I forget who Westlake was playing that day, but I will never forget how a vocal group of parents and fans behaved. There was a player on the other team who was quite good and doing quite well. These Westlake fans, who were used to steam rolling opponents, were literally yelling for the Westlake players to hurt this kid so he could no longer participate in the game. I, like most of you, I’m sure, have heard foul mouthed fans at a game before. But for some reason, this particular behavior touched me more deeply than some other similar behavior I have seen. I was instantly both angry and depressed and I just sat there thinking: this is one of your neighbor’s kids. He’s one of us, a part of our community. And you want him hurt because he’s a good player and Westlake might possibly, God forbid, lose a game?

There are hundreds of stories like this from Little League parents who scream at the umpires, the coaches, and the players, to my own experience in the practice of law, which I (and my partners) have found has become much nastier over the 22 years I have practiced, to the escalation of road rage that we have all heard about if not experienced. It is this lack of civility on the road that most amazes me. Tens of thousands of people die on the roads each year and you’d think we could be civil to each other when our very lives are at stake. But that doesn’t happen nearly as much as it should. I mean, wouldn’t you think you were dreaming if some day you were driving to work during rush hour and all the people driving SUVs, Hummers, oversized pick-up trucks, and other urban assault vehicles yielded when the lanes were merging or didn’t speed up when you needed to change lanes, or just gave a wave of the hand in thanks when you yielded? Winning is the only thing tends to escalate competition to the point where it leads to tremendous stress and strain, whether we are talking about a softball game, a lawsuit, turning a corporate profit, or getting to work on time.

Because of our cultural focus on winning, of making winning the only thing, and the escalation of competition that accompanies it, I am coming to the conclusion that we do not actually live in a civilization anymore. Some years ago I coined a word for what I think our society is becoming: I call it a “competitivization” – a society where competition is the single most important and paramount feature of the culture, one where, increasingly, we act as if only winners matter and losers are soon forgotten. Competition in my view has simply swamped cooperation, and with it our sense of community, with one exception: people on the same team (‘us’) will cooperate against another team (‘them’). People complain that there is no sense of community anymore. Well, how in the world can there be when we emphasize so strongly the success of the individual, individual competition, winning, and have established such a strong win/lose and us/them society that we often don’t even act civilly to one another?

I’d like to shift gears here and look at another aspect of sports that I think has made its way into our culture, and not for the better. This is in the area of personal responsibility. What I suggest may not be as obvious as winning is the only thing, but see if it doesn’t ring true to you.

All sports have a referee or an umpire. In a sporting event, the players are used to allowing somebody else to take responsibility for what is right and wrong in the game. In this sense, in sports, the responsibility for playing by the rules has been externalized. While the player remains responsible for playing by the rules, he is not responsible for enforcing them. That role is delegated to the official. Players are not only encouraged to accept the judgment of an outside official on issues of fouls, in or out of bounds, and the like, the game requires that they do so. I think this externalization of responsibility has evolved to the point where players, ever eager and needing to win, have a mind set that allows them to feel comfortable if the official misses a call or botches a call that is in their favor because that is simply part of the game and the player need not take responsibility for it. And fans accept it too So while players, coaches, and fans will rant against calls that hurt their chances of wining, nobody complains when a blown call is in their favor. In fact, how weird would it have been if John McEnroe, infamous for his obnoxious arguments with officials who made calls he disagreed with, had argued just a vociferously if the umpire made a call that worked in his favor, even if he and everybody on his “side” knew it? That’s not his responsibility. If a call is missed, that responsibility lies with the official, not the player.

Now, you can talk about sportsmanship, and in the movie Bagger Vance, the golf pro calls a foul on himself, and thus costs himself the match, but when winning is the only thing, how can an ordinary person afford to call a foul on him or her self? Especially in the modern era when millions upon millions of dollars are at stake, if a receiver catches a game winning touchdown in the Superbowl, and he knows he was out of bounds, but the referee didn’t see it and the instant replays don’t show it, how can we ever expect him to fess up? Lots of people would think he was an idiot to fess up. Moreover, even more insidiously, it is simply not his job, don’t you see, to make that call. It’s the referee’s job and the player not only can, but must, abdicate personal responsibility to that referee. It’s not the player’s fault; it’s the referee’s.

I believe we have expanded this externalization of responsibility for our actions that is required on the playing field to culture in general to the point where we no longer see ourselves as the primary enforcer of the rules of the game, and moreover, if we break the rules and are not caught, then it’s not our fault. The fault lies with the referees, as it were, for failing to catch us.

I’d go so far as to say that in many ways, we have, as a culture, externalized responsibility for our actions to the point where many people act as if unless one is caught, then there is no harm. I mean, if the umpire blows a call, or misses a call, we accept it and move on with the game and it’s not the player’s responsibility to call a foul or an out of bounds on him or her self and fix it. So why not in life? After all, it’s the job of the police, or the SEC, or the FBI, or our boss, or our spouse, or somebody else, to discover our flaw, mistake, error, or violation. If they don’t, well, then let the game go on.

I have an expression for this phenomenon as well: I call it “no foul, no harm.” Anybody who has played pick-up sports knows the expression, “no harm, no foul.” It means that even if you technically broke the rules, we won’t stop play because what you did, did not affect the play. There was no harm. But now, many people seem to act like the rule should be “no foul, no harm.” The notion is that unless we are caught, then there is no harm’it’s just part of the game. The breaking of the rules becomes not so much an issue of character or ethics, but one of simple practicality. What matters is not how you played the game, but whether you were caught. And if you can break the rules in ways that allow you to have less chance of getting caught, so much the better. Let me sum this up with a question: If NFL linemen are taught how to hold without getting caught, something that many sports commentators not only claim, but seem to admire, then is it any wonder if our kids think it’s OK to cheat so long as you don’t get caught?

The attitude of winning at all costs, and with it, kicking up competition several notches, along with the externalization of responsibility for one’s actions, combine to create real problems for anybody who dislikes the culture of winning and wants to behave civilly, ethically, and do the right thing. The problem is that when everybody is playing by a set of rules that implicitly condones the notion that winning is the only thing, what do you do if winning means having to cheat, or behave belligerently, or hurt some kid from up the street, or ignore the rules? As was noted in the reading today from the New York Times, the problem of rampant breaking of the rules in order to win in a highly competitive market is being perceived in the business world as a real problem. When winning is the only thing, when competition gets out of hand, then whatever gives you a competitive advantage is OK. And if everybody else is doing it, then what choice do you have?

Look, what the writer of the Times’ business editorial I read earlier today is saying is no different in theory from one of us telling a policeman who has pulled us over for speeding that we were just going with the flow of traffic. Were you doing 80 in a 65 zone? Sure you were, but you have just externalized responsibility for breaking the speed limit. The traffic made me do it, you say. And you have a point’especially if all that traffic swooping past you makes you feel unsafe limping along at the posted speed limit. That’s why this is such a tough issue.

But let me raise the stakes. If the CEO of a major corporation says yes, I was breaking a few rules, but the market made me do it, are you going to be sympathetic to him or her? Are you going to cut him or her the same slack you cut yourself on the highway when you consciously decided to speed to keep up with the traffic? Probably not. But all that CEO was doing was conducting business with the flow of ethics and doing what was necessary to win.

Or, then again, you might say, with some cynicism, that his big mistake was getting caught. You might see this like the NFL linemen who are taught how to hold and decide that the CEO simply was not good enough and got caught’lost’which is the ultimate sin. I’ve heard many people in business, politics, and other non-sports environments say: “his big mistake was getting caught.” And I ask you: what’s up with that expression? It implies that it’s OK to cheat, to do whatever it takes to win, so long as we don’t get caught. It’s a perfect example of my expression,”no foul, no harm.” Everything is OK because we have externalized our responsibility for our choices. Everything is OK because winning is the only thing and this will help us win. I think that this, right here, is one of the real challenges of American culture.

Given these challenges, if we care about winning but don’t have any desire to compromise our principles and integrity in the process, what do we do? I’ll be blunt with you and say that in the absence of a cosmic umpire, it is sometimes very difficult to justify playing by the rules when nobody else does. It just depends on what ends up being important to you’which is, of course, very Unitarian. But I reiterate that if you decide to take a stand, if you believe that winning is not the only thing, that there are other things that matter just as much if not more, then you need to understand that doing the right thing can cost you’sometimes a lot’especially when everybody else, or nearly everybody else, is cheating and not just getting away with it, but is somehow, in a perverse way, encouraged to cheat by the very competitive environment we ourselves have created.

Those of you who know me, know I can’t do a sermon without a pop culture reference. So if you want to know what price sometimes has to be paid for doing the right thing, then I’d suggest you go see Spider-Man 2. The first hour of that film is about the following question: when you have great power and you take great responsibility as a result, what are the consequences? We see in the movie that being Spider-Man, of doing what’s right, takes a great toll on Peter Parker, who is failing school, being fired from his jobs, has let down his Aunt May, and has pushed the love of his life to the breaking point. Peter has a miserable life being Spider-Man, but he does the right thing, even at the risk of his life and happiness.

I don’t have any magic cure for this mess we’ve gotten ourselves into. In fact, on some level, while I don’t necessarily recommend it, I think a reasonable person could sometimes decide that driving with the flow of traffic, as it were, is the best thing to do. After all, one of the single most potent images of fairness in our culture is the notion of the level playing field. And if enough people are cheating, and most everybody knows it, then cheating somehow becomes fair because it levels the playing field. But it also perpetuates and tends to escalate the cycle. Ultimately, while there may be short term gains, the long term outlook is bleak.

But because I simply cannot let myself end a sermon on a down note, let me conclude by suggesting some hope by way of an analogy. I think of being ethical and of doing the right thing in the same way that I think of recycling. No one person can make recycling work. But if everybody recycles even as little as one can a day, then suddenly, we have mountains of cans. Only almost nobody ever sees the mountains of cans; we simply have to have faith that they exist and thus resolve to do our part. I think the same thing applies here: we each have to make our small contributions to doing what’s right, being ethical, whatever that might be in any situation, and have faith that it matters in the larger scheme, even though none of us may ever see the mountain of cans.

But more than this, even if there is no mountain of cans, even if nobody else follows, we might just free ourselves a little bit from the belief that winning is the only thing. It isn’t you know and the belief that it is tends to have a corrupting and harmful influence on both individuals and society. But it sometimes takes real courage to find that out. It takes being willing to “lose once in a while for a deeper cause” including the cause of finding and honoring that champion all those coaches tell us lies inside each of us and winning beyond the scoreboard in a way that matters to us all.

Presented July 11, 2004

First Unitarian Universalist Church of Austin

Austin, Texas

Version 2: Expanded for Print

Copyright 2004 by Jim Checkley

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Daily Practice Makes Perfect

© Jonobie Ford

27 June 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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PRAYER

Heaven is not reached in a single bound,

But we build the ladder by which we rise

From the lowly earth to the vaulted skies,

And we mount to its summit round by round.

I count this thing to be grandly true:

That a noble deed is a step toward God –

Lifting the soul from the common clod

To a purer air and a broader view.

SERMON: Daily Practice Makes Perfect

Jack Kornfield’s book, After the Ecstasy, the Laundry, tells of a young man returning to the West. For the past twelve years, the man has been living a devoted religious life in India and Tibet. He’s in for a bit of culture shock in this re-integration; instead of strict schedules of meditation, intense daily focus on religion, and a community of similar believers, he finds himself lost and adrift in his old, chaotic world. Old patterns of living come back suprisingly quickly. He becomes irritable, confused, and angry. He starts worrying about money. And he begins to wonder whether he’s lost all that he’s learned in these past twelve years. And suddenly, in a flash of inspiration, he realizes:

“I can’t live in some enlightened memory. Spiritual practice is only what I’m doing, right now. Anything else is a fantasy.”

“Anything else is fantasy” — what a strong statement! But I think he’s got it right: Our religion is what we do, each and every day. And one way to focus on what we want to do, to make our daily decisions while keeping in mind these ultimate concerns in life, is to spend time with our religion each day.

I say “daily”, although perhaps “frequent” is a better term. Not all of us can or want to make time for daily practice. But daily practice need not be something that’s eternal. Like many things, some seasons of our lives may call for more focus on religion than others. Daily practice has many benefits, and trying it for a couple of weeks, or months, or even years, can produce some suprising results.

I had a somewhat impromptu daily practice a couple of months ago while writing my affirmations of faith. Each evening for several weeks prior to the service, I sat down at my computer, lit a small candle that I frequently use for rituals, and tried to compose understandable descriptions of what I believed.

The act of dedicating time to religion each evening made me go through the next day thinking about ways I could implement my religious beliefs. It sounds so simple, but I really think that doing a daily practice helps me be a nicer person. I start thinking about how others fit into the breath of life, and how we’re all in this together, and I’m more likely to see people as, well, people, and not just roles.

While I was writing my first affirmation of faith, I was also at a very busy point in my project at work. There was a coworker who had been frustrating me for the past couple of months. One day, after he had just complained to my boss’ boss about a decision I’d made, I was venting about this to my office mate. I actually stopped mid-word in my rant as my brain bubbled “Wow, you’re a hypocrite!” to the surface of my thoughts. Here I was, each evening, writing up lofty ideas about people being part of the breath of life, and how we’re all in this together, and yet, during the day, I hadn’t noticed that this guy was just like me. I’d just been seeing him as this thing that was in my way — not as a person who was just trying to do his job the best he could, just as I was. I might have thought of that without my daily practice, but I’m not so sure. I certainly hadn’t thought of it up until that point — this was not my first rant. And after this mid-rant revelation, I began to interact with him differently, and to actually listen to him, rather than to have my first reaction be annoyance. We ended up being allies, if not exactly friends, by the end of the project.

Daily practice looks different for different people. One couple I know prays a rosary together daily. Another person, a chronic insomniac, meditates each night when she wakes up and can no longer sleep. Yet another person speaks of studying Hebrew and religious scripture each day. My husband and I take turns saying grace at dinner. We all do our practice differently, but the sentiment is the same: Alone, or with others, we spend some time each day reminding ourselves about the ideas we hold most dear.

Regardless of exactly what the practice looks like, it’s clear a lot of people use a daily religious practice, or at least think it’s a good idea. I did a Google search on the phrase “daily spiritual practice” and came up with over 800,000 hits. That’s a lot of talk about daily practice!

Here, in a UU organization, we don’t seem to talk about daily religious practice much. I’m not sure why that is; it may be because we shy away from the notion of doing things that are overtly religious, or it may be because many of us don’t see any value in it. After all, much of the world talks about daily religious practice in terms that don’t work for some of us, by talking of making offerings to Gods, praying, and so forth. It may also just be because we’re busy people and don’t feel we have the time.

But daily religious practice holds a lot of value, even for followers of a liberal religion. There are a whole host of benefits that come from spending part of each day focusing on whatever it is that brings you here, to this church. Is there something you used to do that you don’t anymore, such as journaling, writing, poetry, praying, or taking a morning walk? Maybe it’s time to think about picking it back up again. Summer, with its more relaxed pace, is a great time to return to a daily practice.

While I was preparing for this service, Davidson shared with me an old preacher’s story. In it, two people are talking after church.

One says: “That sermon didn’t have much in it. In fact, most sermons don’t have much in them. I don’t know why I keep coming.”

And the other person replies, “Yes, I’ve found that meals are that way, too. Each one, taken by itself, doesn’t have too much. But if I skipped them all, I don’t think I’d do well. So I’ve decided that the effect of worship services, like the effect of meals, isn’t to seek feasts, but to get in the habit of nourishing myself regularly.”

There’s actually some good, solid evidence that frequent spiritual nourishment is good for us. Although the highly hyped studies describing the value of remote prayer (where other people pray for you) are scientifically suspect, there is evidence that frequent personal practice is healthy. For instance, one study of 1,000 seriously ill men in Veterans Administration hospitals found that “religious coping” — a method that includes frequent personal prayer — decreased depression. In another study, overseen by Duke University researchers, subjects who both attended worship services and prayed had lower blood pressure than a control group. Participants who prayed or studied the Bible daily were 40% less likely to have high blood pressure. Some people might claim that this study somehow proves Christianity’s correctness; given that I found similar studies for meditation and chanting, I’m inclined to say it’s the practice of focusing on religion each day, regardless of exactly what that practice is. Well, almost. An interesting tidbit from that same study: “Those who frequently watched religious TV or [listened] to religious radio actually had higher blood pressures.” I’m not surprised; Jerry Falwell makes my blood pressure rise, too.

At-home religious practice is also helpful for those of us still deciding what religious ideas to make our own. It gives us a safe place to try out and test different ideas. For me, my daily practice has helped refine my theology. For example, I’d always been dubious about praying for other people. After all, I believe that my Gods rarely, if ever, interact with the world in material ways.

When I first began following a daily practice, I found it easiest to use a book of daily devotions.[1] All the devotions in the book include a section for prayers for other people — for example, one directs the reader to pray for people who pollute the earth, while another one suggests praying for those who are refugees or without a home. When I began, I almost skipped doing them. I decided to temporarily leave the prayers in, figuring I shouldn’t remove them on the basis of previous prejudices.

I later realized I didn’t want to remove them. I still didn’t really think praying caused any sort of supernatural action in the lives of the people I was praying for, but prayer had become a way of focusing my attention. In fact, after praying for people, I felt more compassion for those I had prayed for. I wanted to interact with, support, honor, or help them in real ways, not just by thinking about them in the solace of my home. I tried to reduce my pollution by cultivating a worm bin in my apartment, and it now turns most of my previously-discarded kitchen scraps into compost. I also became more involved here at the church, both personally and financially. And I realized that any practice that takes my faith from inside my head into action in the world is a practice that’s powerful and worth retaining, regardless of my discomfort with the word “prayer”.

Daily practice is also just practice at being religious. Just as practicing a piano piece can ingrain the memory of it into your fingers, practicing being religious helps set it into you more firmly. When I first began a daily practice, I was at a really tumultuous time in my life. I was beginning my first job, and I had no idea if I was doing what I wanted to do. I don’t know if it’s this way for everyone, but my first job was when it really hit me — I suddenly knew what “the daily grind” meant. Dilbert, once somewhat incomprehensible, suddenly became hilarious. It sounds hopelessly naive now, but I really think I had the idea that a person went comfortably from out of school into a dream job, and would automatically become a highly respected member of the workforce. Instead, I was hurtling into a whole new world, I was off the tidy little life-plan I had devised for myself, and I was terrified.

Looking back, I can see that if religion is “what I’m doing now”, in the words of the Buddhist Lama, I didn’t have much of a religion at all those days. And even then, I realized that I needed a way to center myself, and to focus on who I was and what was important to me, every day. It felt like I was in danger of losing that, otherwise. My daily practice became part of the “ladder that took me to a broader view”, that reminded me that there was more to life than driving to work, working a long day, and driving back home, exhausted.

In the beginning, daily practice was relatively easy, particularly because it started shortly after I began seriously exploring religion. There was so much new information to read, absorb, and try, that my practice naturally was frequent and enthusiastic. But once my religion and my job become more comfortable, it was harder. While there was still much to learn and absorb, the freshness and enthusiasm began to fade. But I also realized that, in the words of the Lama returning to the west, religion isn’t some memory of past enlightenment — or memory of freshness and enthusiasm, it’s what I’m doing now, each and every day.

I’m told that our hunter-gatherer ancestors would often go without food for days, and then gorge themselves when they had a successful hunt. Like the people in Davidson’s story, it’s easy to slip into thinking about religion in this way, as though we’re waiting for one really good sermon to feed us for a month. But our ancestors realized that it was better to get in the habit of eating small daily meals, just as we still do, and it keeps us nourished all the time. Maybe part of being always nourished is to bring our religion out of the realm of what Kornfield’s Lama calls “fantasy” and down to the earth in our daily lives.

I haven’t tried to feed you a huge feast today, and I’m not sure I’d know how. Nor have I wanted to offer you “fast food”. I wanted to bring you some spiritual appetizers — a little nourishment for your souls on this hot summer day. Maybe it’s a little like Chinese food, and you’ll be hungry again in a few hours. I hope so. Because if we all keep coming back for Sunday snacks, we might grow into the habit of eating spiritual food between meals. And in the long run, you know, that’s a lot like living at a feast.


 [1] Celtic Devotional: Daily Prayers & Blessings, by Caitlin Matthews

Tolerance – Annual Youth Service

© Davidson Loehr

Ian Reed

Will Boney

13 June 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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CENTERING

Ian Reed

In the presence of the power of this congregation,

 In the presence of the warming chalice,

 We gather here to search and to reflect,

 On the beauty and power in this room.

HOMILY: Tolerance

Ian Reed

We gather here today, in this room, in front of this chalice, as a congregation of Religious liberals looking for a greater truth. And right here in front of us is one of the most powerful symbolic lesson to be found on that search, our chalice. While it’s origins as pertaining to our faith are rather spiritually empty, being more or less the winner of a glorified design contest, it still remains that the chalice is one of the most potent religious symbols for any faith. As the oldest recorded symbol for the feminine, the chalice is here to remind us of one of the most important lessons our faith yearns to teach us. That of respecting all of humanity as you respect yourself. One of our strongest principals is to respect the inerrant worth and dignity of every person. Regardless of race, sexual orientation, economic status, or religious affiliation, we have a sacred duty to respect all life, regardless of our disagreements.

The power of this symbol, the power of creation, acceptance, and nurturing, serves as a reminder to us all. This symbol is here to remind us that when we grasp those ideals of tolerance, we have the age old power of the chalice within us.. We must not think of someone’s origins, someone’s family past or religious orientation, we must only think of them as people, for they were all created just like that flame. Gently cradled, and given the spark of life to dance with. This symbol of creation is a reminder to us all that true life comes from this cradling, from this nurturing of the flame. Whether in turn the flame is oil or candle, the person Christian or Jewish, the chalice, the mother gives life to all unconditionally. This is our gift, this is our calling.

My favorite example of that is the biblical story of the good Samaritan. The story goes that there was a man on his way from Jerusalem to Jericho and on his way he unfortunately encountered a band of robbers. These robbers stole all the man’s possessions and beat him to within an inch of his life. So there the poor man lay on the road, while a day’s worth of commuters pass by his way. Much time had passed after the beating when all of a sudden, a kind stranger, identified by Jesus as a friendly Samaritan took it upon himself to help the near dying man. The Samaritan took up the man, bandaged him, bathed him, took him on his back, brought him to the nearest inn, and looked after him for the rest of the day. When the kind Samaritan had to leave the next day, he left two silver pieces with the inn master for the care of the injured man, promising also to repay the innkeeper if the man’s care cost any more. The moral of this story seems to be a simple one of helping your fellow man, but it goes much deeper than that. You see, that Samaritan was not just anybody, for at the time, the Samaritan’s were waging a violent war against the Jews. Thus the lesson herein is much more profound.

Regardless of opinion, regardless of past experience, we must treat all who we encounter with the same tender care. Blood, birth, belief, neither of these truly define a person, or give any justification for harm. The beauty of this story is that it admits this folly, admits the folly of war, the stereotype that all enemies are enemies, that all soldiers are soldiers, even off the battlefield. Respecting the inerrant worth and dignity of every person is just that. We must truly be unconditional with our kindness, for not every Muslim is a terrorist, not every Baptist preaches hellfire and brimstone, not every Catholic is anachronistic, not every Christian wishes to convert us, and not every American is a violent sadist. We must see beyond the labels we create, and respect the person behind them.

The Samaritan was at war with the Jews, and yet he was able to put aside any anger, any prejudice, and simply helped a man in need. The Samaritan did not see the man as a so, as an enemy, as a threat, he just saw a man in need. This is our power as religious liberals. We have the power to see the wonderful myriad of spiritual pathways out there with an unfettered spirit, an unbound mind, and an unobstructed vision. We have no creedal right and wrong, we draw members from all spiritual pathways, from all callings, and we have a gift to see the entire world in that light. We are the Samaritan, we are not bound by thoughts of religious predestiny, of a hell or heaven, we can just see all the world, and all its myriad paths as just that. We can rightly give life to anyone, for that is our strongest calling.

Watching the world like this, without pre-existing fear, hatred, misunderstanding, is our highest good. This is the Samaritan’s true lesson. That when it comes down to every day, to our daily lives, the only thing that matters is seeing past what we are trained to see, and see the man behind the prejudice. We cannot label people by our preconceived notions. Then we become every other passerby we become the ones who let the beaten man lie in the road and die. Our thoughts do have that power. Every time you avoid a Christian because of fear of conversion, you are abandoning them, and denying them crucial companionship. Every time a stranded truck intimidates you a little too much just because of a visible confederate flag, you are denying a man the help he needs. Every time you don’t attend a dinner party with a Hasidic friend for fear of ‘unhealthy’ dinner conversation, you are leaving a good friend based on mere thoughts. We have the power to do many great things with our love, if we can only lean to give it without fear, prejudice, without hesitation. Our greatest gift as a congregation is our love, is our commitment to respecting and understanding the views of all people. If we are willing to accept the lesson of this age old story, and embrace the power of tolerance, of acceptance and understanding, we have the power to be a congregation of good Samaritans, the warmth of the life giving chalice, and when we live up to that potential, let the light of our acceptance shine, we relive that greatness, that warmth, that life saved.

HOMILY: Tolerance

Will Boney

A recent search for tolerance found an organization called Fight Hate and Promote Tolerance. This project has countless resources for someone trying to find out about tolerance. It contains countless examples of tolerance in the news: gay marriage in Massachusetts, the 50th anniversary of Brown v. Board of Education, etc. And our society has taken large steps towards being a tolerant society in recent years. I recall watching Philadelphia a couple of weeks ago with my parents. For those of you who don’t know it is the story of a young lawyer, Andrew Beckett, who is fired when it becomes apparent that he has become infected with HIV and is therefore, according to the stereotypes of the time, gay. The amazing thing about the movie was the huge amount of change that has occurred with the way normal people in society view HIV and homosexuals. Instead of, as in the movie, it being difficult to find a lawyer willing to represent Beckett due to his homosexuality, the opposite would now be true. My parents and I were amazed when we realized that this movie was made in 1993, a scant 11 years ago. This increase in tolerance has shown up in a myriad of areas, too numerous mention here, from the societal classics of race, religion, etc… to the more mundane aspect of tolerating people who are different from us in our individual, everyday lives. This increase in tolerance has definitely been a good thing. Tolerance is important on two levels: first, the tolerated gain by being tolerated. By being tolerated, they can be accepted into a community and society. As social beings, this acceptance is key to many people’s happiness and self-actualization. The second benefit of tolerance is to the tolerating society on a whole. The tolerance increases the diversity of the society, which countless studies and authorities claim increases some overall quality.

But does this tolerance truly extend to everyone? The previously mentioned organization to Fight Hate and Promote Tolerance reported on many other news stories, including one regarding an ad campaign that was attacking a proposed reality show called “Amish in the City.” The news story sided with the ad campaign, but, to me, this seems the opposite of their declared position for tolerance. The attacking of the proposed show is very intolerant, and yet an organization to promote tolerance supports it. The explanation is easily understandable the show is accused of mocking the Amish, an intolerant act but this position exposes a contradiction, or at least an ambiguity in any doctrine of tolerance. There are likely to be people who do not accept tolerance in all things. How does a tolerant person deal with this? One cannot attempt to force tolerance on them because this goes against the very core idea of tolerance. There seems to be no action or inaction that can be taken by a tolerant person to end this intolerance. They must simply tolerate it. But a tolerant person cannot easily in good conscience ignore them because the intolerance is so offensive. That is one of the great challenges of tolerance: how to tolerate the intolerant.

Another huge challenge of the tolerant is to tolerate everyone. This, I believe, is the biggest obstacle to complete tolerance. Everyone has their morals and ethics; these are the rules people live by that give them guidelines for what they can do and what they can’t do. Tolerance is easy when it is an act that ones morals agree with, still easy when one finds it not too offensive. But how many of us can tolerate the things that we find the most offensive in the world? How many of us are tolerant towards murderers? Rapists? Child molesters? The list goes on. For that is the true test of tolerance: think of the most disgusting, offensive act you can and see if you can tolerate a person that commits that act with no remorse.

And is tolerance really enough? Because tolerance only means that, well, you tolerate it, that you allow it to happen around you and in your community without taking action against it. Tolerance in no way means that you like it, that you encourage it, or that you support those who you tolerate. Instead, you need only ‘grin and bear it’ for tolerance. But is this really what we want in society? A bunch of people who go around merely tolerating each other? Does that really constitute a community, or merely an assortment of people? Acceptance seems more desirable, but much more difficult to achieve. Acceptance would give us a real society, but less diversity. Although the amounts of both can increase some over time, there does seem to be a definite tradeoff between the amount of community and the amount of diversity. Which one is more important is a choice that people will have to make for themselves, but it seems as though we cannot have both.

Religion 101

© Davidson Loehr

6 June 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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PRAYER:

Sixty years ago today, U.S. forces landed on the beaches of Normandy for the D-Day invasion that began turning the direction of WWII toward victory. But the cost was very high, paid in the currency of young dead soldiers. While the sacrifice of soldiers is something we must not underestimate, it must be balanced by a sense of the terrible loss, the human tragedy, in a game played by sacrificing young soldiers as wars do. So for our prayer this morning, I have chosen Archibald Macleish’s poem to speak for these concerns. The poem is titled “The Young Dead Soldiers.”

The Young Dead Soldiers

by Archibald Macleish

The young dead soldiers do not speak. Nevertheless, they are heard in the still houses: who has not heard them? They have a silence that speaks for them at night and when the clock counts.

They say: we were young. We have died. Remember us.

They say: we have done what we could but until it is finished it is not done.

They say: we have given our lives but until it is finished no one can know what our lives gave.

They say: our deaths are not ours; they are yours; they will mean what you make them.

They say: whether our lives and our deaths were for peace and a new hope or for nothing we cannot say; it is you who must say this.

They say: we leave you our deaths. Give them their meaning.

We were young, they say. We have died. Remember us.

SERMON: Religion 101

I’m trying something old this morning, reworking a sermon I wrote in my first year of ministry, in the fall of 1986. I was surprised to find how long it was: 4500 words! I’ve cut out about 2,000 words here. So let’s talk about “Religion 101.”

At the end of his book The Prophet, Kahlil Gibran’s “prophet” is asked to speak of religion, and he gives a brief lesson in Religion 101 when he says:

Have I spoken this day of anything else?

Is not religion all deeds and all reflection, and that which is neither deed nor reflection, but a wonder and a surprise ever springing in the soul, even while the hands hew the stone or tend the loom?

Who can separate our faith from our actions, or our belief from our occupations?

… Your daily life is your temple and your religion. Whenever you enter into it take with you your all….

Here’s another short quote about religion 101, from the American psychologist William James, who was quoting one of his favorite professors:

“Not God, but life, more life, a larger, richer, more satisfying life is, in the last analysis, the end of religion. The love of life, at any and every level of development, is the religious impulse.” (William James, The Varieties of Religious Experience, p. 487)

The words are taken from James’ book The Varieties of Religious Experience, written in 1902 and still better than anything in its field. There are, as the title of his book says, many varieties of religious experience. Not just one kind, not just one path, not just one flavor or style or rhythm, but many varieties of religious experience, many roads to this nebulous thing that answers to the name of ” religion.”

” Not God, but life, more life, a larger, richer, more satisfying life is, in the last analysis, the end of religion. The love of life, at any and every level of development, is the religious impulse.”

For many people, there is nothing of value in religion. As a physicist I knew in graduate school said, ” religion is just a dangerous mental virus: it takes over your mind, and if you don’t get rid of it, it metastasizes, and before you know it you’re a slobbering mystic.”

A more famous, if less picturesque, definition of religion came from Karl Marx, who called it ” the opium of the masses.” But to lift only that last phrase out of what Marx said is to miss the poignancy of the two sentences which preceded it. What Marx really wrote was this:

“Religious distress is at the same time the expression of real distress and the protest against real distress. Religion is the sigh of the oppressed creature, the heart of a heartless world, just as it is the spirit of an unspiritual situation. It is the opium of the masses.”

(from Toward the Critique of Hegel’s Philosophy of Right, in Marx and Engels, edited by Lewis S. Feuer (New York: Anchor Books, 1959), p. 263)

It’s worth a paragraph to explain what it meant, calling religion the opiate of the masses. In Marx’s time, the wealthy routinely used heroin for a high-priced high that they accepted as solace and enlightenment. But heroin was strictly an upper-class drug then, and Marx was saying that the masses got their sense of solace and enlightenment at a much cheaper price from religion.

If we want to understand what religion is about, let’s start with the word itself. The key parts of the word are the “re-” and the ” -lig”. The prefix “re-” means the same that it means in other words, like re-make, re-turn, or re-do: it means to do something again. And the “-lig” means the same that it means in words like ” ligament’ or ” ligature:’ it refers to something that ties or binds together, that connects. So the word “religion” means a kind of re-connecting, re-binding things which have become separate. Specifically, religion means the reconnecting of life with meaning, of the human spirit with an enduring purpose, of people with themselves and their world.

It is a special kind of re-connecting, the connecting involved in religion. It is a connecting with orientations, values, and centers that can give to life a deep sense of balance, harmony, and peace, with a picture of the world that provides a caring place for us in it. There seems to be the feeling that, sometime, we must have been connected. That may not in fact be true, but it comes, in part, from the deep feeling in almost all people that they know what they are seeking. And how, then, could they know about the sense of peace, balance, and harmony which they are seeking unless there were something profoundly natural and innate about it.

It is as though we each had a kind of hole inside. A Southern Baptist minister friend of mine calls it, predictably, a “God-shaped hole”, but that is only partly right. For the kinds of insights and wonderings and gropings which have been put into God-language are only a few of the ways in which people have tried to put a name to that which could fill this hole, this need, this persistent sense that there could and should be more to life.

Basically, and to be a little too simple about it all, there are two directions that this search for connection takes. And, while they seem very different, together they show us much about what is really being sought in this religion business.

The first direction is to look for reconnection to a bigger sort of reality outside of us, to try and find patterns in the cosmos of which we are a part, and to feel ourselves anchored in this larger reality in a comforting yet challenging way. This is the route that could be called the path of all the sciences. The task of our grand speculative sciences is not only to describe some kind of outside reality, but to make the universe meaningful in human terms, to make it meaningful to us. Or, to take it a step farther, the task of the sciences is to present us with an understanding of the cosmos that can make it feel like a home to us, a grand reality of which we are a part, in which we have a place. If a science stops short of this, if it doesn’t present us as part of its grand picture, we have the feeling that it isn’t quite done yet, that further developments or discoveries are needed to make it all more relevant to us.

What has all this got to do with “religion”? It has to do with the deep and persistent yearning that we have for a sense of the whole of things that includes us in meaningful ways. If we look out to the world around us, that religious impulse is pursued mostly through our scientific endeavors. But the need to find a place for ourselves in the grand scheme of things, it’s worth mentioning, is not a scientific problem at all, but a religious one. It’s the yearning for a sense of re-connection to a larger reality, to the over-all scheme of things, for a persuasive feeling that we are somehow included in the grand scheme of things.

You can put some of the aims of religion in much simpler terms. In plain language, every religion worthy of the name is the attempt to become better people, better partners, better parents and better citizens. It is the attempt to make a positive difference in the lives of ourselves, our children, and our larger community and world. It’s concerned with trying to feel re-connected in meaningful ways with a larger and more enduring reality. The first route, the one I’ve been trying to sketch up until now, looks outward, to the world and universe around us, and tries to paint a picture that finally includes us in significant ways. The direction, to reduce the whole field of science to a grand gesture, is to look outward, to trace the outlines of a horizon of all that is, in a way that at last brings us into it.

But there is also a second direction where the religious impulse carries us. This is the journey within ourselves, that deep looking-within for value and purpose, for worth and direction. While the direction is different, however, the goal is the same. It is the goal of re-connecting us with a larger picture of ourselves and the world around us.

The first route is the route of science, and pseudo-science and even of superstition. The second route is the route of psychology, philosophy, and the more existentialist approaches to religion. One poetic way this second route has been characterized is as “the soul’s search for God.” Or, in the older terms of Greek mythology, Psyche’s search for Eros: the soul’s search for divine love. It is written about not in the language of science, but the language of poetry. This is the route you’ll find in so many of the wonderful psalms of the Hebrew Scriptures. It is also the route taken by the mystics of all times and places. In order to recognize the religious dimensions of writings along this second route, we have to read them not as science but as poetry. I’ll read you one, to make this both more clear and more beautiful. It is a paragraph from the great fifth century Christian thinker known to us as Saint Augustine.

Augustine’s influence in western religious thought cannot be overestimated. He was the most profound single person in the whole history of Christian thought, and easily the most influential. His theology became the orthodoxy of Roman Catholic thought for a thousand years or more, and he is often called the grandfather of the Protestant Reformation, as well. Martin Luther was an Augustinian monk, and both Luther and John Calvin, the other great Protestant reformer, quoted Augustine’s writings more than all other thinkers combined. But besides being a first-rate theologian, he was a first-rate religious poet. Listen to this single paragraph, taken from his autobiography, where he tries to talk about his God. Don’t think of the word “God” here as meaning some sort of a giant critter, some kind of a large old man with a beard, or fingers and kneecaps, or you’ll miss it completely. This is not science, but religious poetry, and religious poetry of the first order. Here are Augustine’s words, written nearly 1600 years ago:

What do I love when I love my God? Not material beauty or beauty of a temporal order; not the brilliance of earthly light, so welcome to our eyes; not the sweet melody of harmony and song; not the fragrance of flowers, perfumes, and spices; not manna or honey; not limbs such as the body delights to embrace. It is not these that I love when I love my God. And yet, when I love him, it is true that I love a light of a certain kind, a voice, a perfume, a food, an embrace; but they are of the kind that I love in my inner self, when my soul is bathed in light that is not bound by space; when it listens to sound that never dies away; when it breathes fragrance that is not blown away by the wind; when it tastes food that is never consumed by the eating; when it clings to an embrace from which it is not severed by fulfillment of desire. This is what I love when I love my God. (Confessions, p. 211)

When at last I cling to you with all my being, for me there will be no more sorrow, no more toil. Then at last I shall be alive with true life, for my life will be wholly filled by you. (p. 232)

Augustine, here, uses the masculine pronoun for this “god” of his, but it’s pretty clear that he’s not talking about a male, a man, or a superman. Nor would it be any more helpful to use feminine pronouns, for he’s not talking about a female, a woman, or a superwoman, either. It is clear – and this is true of most of the great theologians – that the anthropomorphic language is being used for poetic reasons, not scientific ones. Grand scientific theories, when they work, can make us feel included in the grand scheme of things. That’s the goal of the first road to religion, the road that leads outward. But the second route is quite different: Augustine didn’t feel merely included in reality, he felt cherished by it!

Every mystic, every poet, and the artists, musicians, dancers, and romantics of all times and places would recognize a kindred spirit in these words of Augustine’s.

Less poetic and more modern versions of this interior route to the quest for connectedness are the hundreds of psychotherapies to which people go in search of the elusive sense of reconnection. Nor should that seem odd: remember that the Greek word psyche, the root word in both “psychotherapy” and “psychology”, means soul. So the therapy of the soul consists, as it always has, in re-connecting it with a sense of wholeness.

By now you are perhaps picking up a pattern here, which is that I can find religion everywhere. And that is true. I find it, as so many others have, underlying most of our scientific wonderments; I find it in fairy tales, children’s tales, in mythology, literature, the arts, music, psychology, meditation, cultural anthropology, yoga, and a hundred other human endeavors. If our religion is our search for wholeness and connectedness, then it is like a sacred melody, singing through everything we do.

And it is. I began by speaking of religion, and then I went on, it may have seemed, to speak of many other things. But, to repeat the words of Kahlil Gibran with which I began,

Have I spoken this day of anything else?

Is not religion all deeds and all reflection, and that which is neither deed nor reflection, but a wonder and a surprise ever springing in the soul, even while the hands hew the stone or tend the loom?

Who can separate our faith from our actions, or our belief from our occupations?

… Your daily life is your temple and your religion. Whenever you enter into it take with you your all….

You bring your religion, as I do, into everything you do, and woven deep into the fabric of all our endeavors we’ll find that golden thread, that part of our very core that is seeking for a kind of connectedness and re-connectedness above, beneath, and through it all.

Think, this week, about what your own religion really is: the ways in which you look for connectedness within yourself and in the world around you. Think of the things that seem to work, and those that do not, and the blind alleys that may exist. Think of the difference between feeling merely included in your world, and feeling cherished by it. And wonder about some things, as well. Wonder what it is you are trying to be re-connected to, and whether it is worth it; wonder who has helped you to be more connected to meaning and purpose in your life, whether you have ever told them so; and wonder who you might help connect to those things worth connecting to.

My friend the physicist was partly right. Religion is sort of like a mental or spiritual virus, and – if we’re persistent – it can indeed begin to take over our life. At least that’s the hope. Religion is about trying to become better people, partners, parents and citizens. It is about trying to make a positive difference in ourselves, our children, and our society and world. It is about returning to the place where we began, recognizing that place, and our place within it, for the first time.

But this is all so much talk, so many words about what religion is! Really, it is much simpler. Really, when we think of religion, we shouldn’t think of it as a noun. We should think of it as a verb, as an action word urging us into motion. Then, when religion is understood, the whole subject of “Religion 101” can be summed up in just two words: your move.

Thank You For Your Service

© Hannah Wells

May 30, 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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PRAYER:

For the soldiers who are working so hard as we speak,

and for the soldiers who have already given their lives,

may our thoughts be with them, especially this Memorial Day.

May we wake up to the reality that we are not as separate from them as we think, just as we are not as separate from anyone else;

may we understand how deeply connected we all are.

May we remember how connected we are to generations past

and to the soldiers who gave their lives many decades ago;

they are standing close behind us and we give our deepest thanks.

May we come to understand that war is a part of who we are

regardless of how noble the cause. Our kind has been dying prematurely of wars and disease since the beginning of our time. May we always take time to remember those who left us too soon.

And may we extend our deepest warmth and support to those families who are left behind, whose long lives stand before them; young mothers and young children.

May we be aware of their sacrifice and pray for their strength.

May we pray for the leadership of our beloved country, and pray for an end to the chaos in Iraq so our troops can come home. May we be patient, may creative solutions be found to an unprecedented struggle, and may our support for our troops hold steadfast regardless.

May we let there be time for the most difficult emotions to unfold surrounding this war and more recent wars.

Dear spirit of life, please help us, as one nation, to take responsibility for our mistakes, to acknowledge the harm we inflict upon others and upon ourselves. Let us be that brave. Amen.

SERMON:

On “Washington Week In Review” on the TV PBS station early Friday evening, the anchor woman ended the program by saying, “and for those of you who are fighting in these wars that we only talk about, thank you for your service.” When she said that, on the one hand I was struck by the honesty of her statement, but on the other hand it seemed kind of cheap.

Every Memorial Day I’m aware of some kind of uneasiness that I can’t quite name, but this year I’ve gotten closer to putting a name on it, and I think it’s shame. Since Jr. High when I became a tune to the context of United States history, every Memorial Day I’ve had the vague awareness that there’s a debt I’ll never be able to repay. Around Memorial Day there’s a bit of a time warp, or perhaps several wrinkles in time that closely juxtapose every major war of this country – the Revolutionary War, the Civil War, WWI, WW2, the Korean War, the Vietnam War, and now the Iraq War. All these wars come to mind because we know in our hearts that several of these wars were worth fighting. And we wonder how the world would be different if the good wars hadn’t been won.

I know my life is what it is because the right side won those good wars. Reflecting on this is the stuff of a healthy kind of patriotism – this gratitude and humility – knowing I could never return the favor, so to speak. It’s this reverence for a kind of dedication and courage and violence that I’ll never have to experience. And maybe that’s where the vague feeling of shame comes from – that cheapness of “thank you for your service” seems to belie a sense of entitlement. A sense of entitlement to a service that not only equals the loss of human life, but some things that are worse than death.

Some of the men who came back from Vietnam would have preferred to come home in a box because their lives had been ruined. Losing your soul and your sanity can be worse than death. Discovering humanity’s capacity for evil with your own hands can be enough to ruin a life, even if the events took place in minutes. I bring this up because I think the country is still reverberating from the pictures of torture by our own soldiers’ hands. And yet it seems like a silent reverberation.

This country doesn’t do well with shame and remorse. Like a dysfunctional family, we pretend it isn’t there and so it festers harmfully in a state of non-recognition. If you consider the behavior of our foreign policy in the frame of a family system, the question comes up: are we repeating a mistake now because a generation ago we never acknowledged and mourned properly the mistake of Vietnam? We never, as a whole nation, took the time to ritualize an acknowledgement of the shame of that event, the remorse, the defeat, the waste.

In some ways, the Bush administration is a scapegoat. Sure, we’re in Iraq now because of Bush and Cheney and Rumsfeldt. But the fact is history is repeating itself in an effort to reach an opportunity of healing that never took place after Vietnam. That’s my theory. There are different actors now, there are different reasons, there are not as many casualties, thank God. But we’re about where we were 32 – 34 years ago. We’re scared, we’re worried, but most importantly, our country as a whole is in a state of denial of the shame and remorse we’re experiencing as a result of the atrocities taking place in Iraq. And not just to the Iraqis, but probably even more so the atrocities happening to us.

See, the thing is, we are so deeply connected to one another – that is a spiritual law I am certain of and I think we forget about 99% of the time – we are so deeply connected to each other that ALL of us are fighting the war in Iraq. And the reason I say this is because I believe that any of us, put in that situation as a soldier, would probably commit the same abuses, the same tortures. All of us possess the capacity to do evil, and under the precise conditions – when the enemy is invisible, when our friends are dying bloodily around us, when the level of frustration and anger are so high, and our supervision has effectively condoned it – all of us are prone to committing these kinds of acts as a group, or alone.

What I’m trying to get at here, is not only do we need to acknowledge that all of us as a nation have blood on our hands because it’s the truth. But we need to stand in solidarity and likeness with our soldiers ALSO for the sake of healing, for the sake of grieving as one nation, for the sake of saving the souls of these young soldiers who were put in that situation by their higher-ups; for the sake of acknowledging the shame as one nation.

How do we do this? I think by naming it, by talking about it, by acknowledging it. By honoring our soldiers who are suffering the worst of this useless sacrifice. For the sake of our soldiers we need to share the shame with them and not pin it on them. We need to experience a healthy kind of shame that recognizes there’s no way we can make up for this. We can’t make it up to the children who are losing their parents or the parents who are losing their children. The war will never be over for them – for the family members of fresh casualties, the war is just beginning.

Thank goodness for the arts – for books, for movies, for music, for sculpture – these seem to be the only mediums in which our culture has attempted to address the truth of Vietnam, to give ourselves opportunities to grieve. But these are only voluntary opportunities; eventually we’ll have the same kind of movies and books written about Iraq that we have about Vietnam. But those opportunities aren’t compelling enough to do the kind of grieving work this country desperately needs to cleanse itself as a whole. I know I’m fantasizing here, but wouldn’t it be great if our leadership – whether Republican or Democratic, it doesn’t matter – declared a holiday for the specific purpose of mourning the event of Vietnam? For the specific purpose of acknowledging we made a big mistake? The Wall of Names is great, but the Wall is very quiet.

The fact is Vietnam just wasn’t that long ago. Yesterday Davidson emailed me the interesting factoid that of the 16 million Americans who served in WWII, less than 1/4 are still alive, and about 1,100 are dying every day. So I’m surmising that means that of the Americans who survived serving in Vietnam, at least half are probably still alive. I doubt there’s many people in this room who would not say his or her life has somehow been affected by the Vietnam War. The point is that this recent history is still terribly relevant and for the health of the family history of this country, I think it still needs to be dealt with somehow.

I want to talk more about this war stuff in the context of a country family system history. I learned a lot about WWI and WW2 growing up, especially WW2. I remember that history was totally overwhelming. I don’t know a thing about the Korean War, except that it was Communist related (I think) and that *MASH* was based on it. And then there’s Vietnam which I learned the most about by watching the television series China Beach, which I think was around the late 80’s. I also read Johnny Get Your Gun. Saw Platoon. I loved that show China Beach and almost every week I cried when I watched it. It wasn’t a comedy like MASH; looking back, I’m surprised such honest television was aired for as long as it was.

When I began writing this sermon and the word shame popped up, at first I wondered if I should dismiss it as embarrassing “liberal guilt.” Liberal guilt because I know my Dad didn’t have to fight in Vietnam because at the time he was a member of the educated class – he was a Freshman in college at Duke University when he became subject to the draft. But the reason I know this is more than liberal guilt is because I have inherited from my father the shame he carries surrounding Vietnam. I know I have – otherwise watching those China Beach episodes never would have affected me the way that they did. I was born just around the time the war ended! I didn’t personally lose anyone in that war, as most of my peers didn’t. And yet I know that my generation has inherited the shame and the guilt of that war. What it amounts to is a lot of sadness and that nameless uneasiness around Memorial Day. I guess we’re still figuring out what to do with it. This is just another theory, but I wonder if the generations getting successively more self-destructive has something to do with this nameless shame we’ve inherited. I don’t know.

I’m a sensitive person, so maybe I’ve just paid more attention to it. But I’ll never forget the day when my father and I were canoeing in a pond up in Wisconsin, on a very quiet serene day with no one around. I think I was in High School. Somehow we got on the subject of Vietnam. My father’s shame around Vietnam was made concrete when his roommate in college flunked out of Duke, got drafted, and was killed in the war. So he knows that he escaped a similar fate by the savior of education and being able to succeed at it. Sure there’s some liberal guilt in there, but it’s so much more than that. It’s survivor guilt; this stuff goes way deep into the psyche. It’s the trauma of losing thousands of peers. It’s trauma that goes beyond my comprehension, and yet I’m getting a taste of it watching all these young people die in Iraq.

There’s this song that my father knew about Vietnam, an a capela folk song by the artist Steve Goodman. He started singing it to me that day in the canoe, but he couldn’t get through it all the way because he had to cry.

The song is sung in first person as a young widow of the war. And I want to share it with you because I think one of the best ways to honor our soldiers who have died is to also acknowledge the families that so many soldiers leave behind. Young, just getting started families, young mothers and children. Their sacrifice should also be honored.

This song is called “Penny Evans.”

Oh my name is Penny Evans and my age is 21.

 A young widow in the war that was fought in Vietnam.

 And I have two infant daughters, and I do the best I can –

 now they say the war is over, but I think it’s just begun.

I remember I was 17 when I met young Bill.

 On his father’s grand piano, we’d play good old Heart and Soul.

 And I only knew the left hand part, and he the right so well –

 he’s the only boy I slept with, and the only one I will.

And it’s first we had a baby girl, and we had two good years.

 And it’s next the one a notice came, and we parted without tears –

 it was 9 months from our last good night the second babe appeared.

 It was 10 months and this telegram, confirming all our fears.

Now every month I get a check, from an army bureaucrat.

 And it’s every month I tear it up, and I mail the damn thing back.

 Do you think that makes it alright? Do you think I’d fall for that?

 You can keep the bloody money and it won’t bring my Billy back.

I’ve never cared for politics, and speeches I don’t understand.

 And like wives took no charity from any living man

 But tonight there’s 50,000 gone in that unhappy land;

 50,000 heart and souls being played with just one hand.

And my name is Penny Evans, and my age is 21.

 A young widow in the war that was fought in Vietnam.

 And I have two infant daughters, and thank god I have no sons –

 now they say the war is over, but I think it’s just begun.

– Steve Goodman

I’ve been scouring the Internet the past couple days, looking for stories behind the faces of the American soldiers getting killed in Iraq. I didn’t find as many as I thought I would. And again, I think this is to keep us numb. If we knew too many of the stories of the fine young men and women this country is losing, we’d have to feel that shame head-on.

I think I’ve driven my point home about the suppressed shame that the country is suffering, and the need for it to be expressed on a larger scale so we can be free of its clutches, so we don’t keep passing it on to our children. But I realize that it’s also just plain and simple sorrow that I share with my parents’ generation. The kind of sorrow that will always be with us.

I want to try to end on a positive note; I know this sermon is not uplifting. There’s just no way to sugar-coat what’s going on. But I hope being honest with ourselves can be uplifting, and offer hope for healing, for a healthier future. It’s not “this too shall pass.” What we want to have and work towards are sharing scars from these wars – wounds that have healed but still hurt when we touch them. We can’t pretend they’re not there. These wars, whether we’ve participated in them or not, are a part of who we are, they are a part of our American psyche, they’re a big part of our story. We need to try to integrate this truth into our national identity as well as we can – grow with it – and not ignore it at our peril.

Our soldiers are not victims. If they’re victims, then we’re all victims, and we’re not all victims. They are literally our warriors, they are survivors, they are doing the hardest job in the world. I am very proud of them and I support them as we all must. We’re here because of them.

Those wrinkles in time I mentioned, juxtaposing all our major wars – they’re not so much wrinkles – all those wars stand very close behind us, without the help of a wrinkle in time. The past isn’t nearly as far behind as we think. Vietnam was like yesterday; World War II a short 50 years ago. We are such a young country – just a couple centuries old.

At this time, I’d like to ask anyone here today in church who has served in a war to please stand.

I know it doesn’t sound like much, but it’s the most I can offer and I really mean it,

“Thank you for your service.”

The Four Faces of Jesus

© Davidson Loehr

23 May 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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Prayer

We pray not to something, but from something, to which we must give voice;

not to escape from our life, but to focus it;

not to relinquish our mind, but to replenish our soul.

We pray that we may live with honesty:

that we can accept who we are,

and admit who we are not;

that we don’t become so deafened by pride and fear

that we ignore the still small voices within us,

that could lead us out of darkness.

We pray that we can live with trust and openness:

to those people, those experiences, and those transformations

that can save us from narrowness and despair.

And we pray on behalf of these hopes

with an open heart, an honest soul,

and a grateful reverence for the life which has been given to us.

AMEN.

SERMON: “The Four Faces of Jesus”

It was a time of terrible fighting. Everywhere people were divided into separate groups, like little clubs. And everywhere they fought against all the people who weren’t in their little club.

They all said they hated the fighting, of course. But they all knew that only the people in their little club were really right – and it is so important, being right. And as long as so many others were wrong – well, they all prayed that God would give them victory so the fighting could stop. But in the meantime, it was a time of terrible fighting.

One day a young magician came to the area. He didn’t belong to any of their clubs, but he was a wonderful magician who did some amazing tricks. And he had that kind of “star quality” about him that drew people to him. Many people loved watching him, though they didn’t much care for listening to him, because of the things he said to them.

What he said to them was that if they weren’t divided into so many little clubs, there wouldn’t be so much fighting. Their clubs, he told them, were the cause of their wars.

To the people, this was about the dumbest thing they had ever heard. Their little clubs gave them a tiny area of peace and friendship among people like themselves, in an otherwise hostile world. They liked their clubs. So they almost never listened when the magician tried to teach them. But they loved his magic, and so kept coming to watch him, and they started telling stories about what a great magician he was.

Years later, after the young magician died, a funny thing happened, though it wouldn’t have seemed funny to the magician. People formed a new club. And to be in this new club, you had to believe all the stories they told about the young magician. They even made pictures and statues of him, and put them up in their meeting-places, so people could remember how great he had been.

The club became very popular, and soon had thousands of members. Before long, they even had an army.

That’s when they finally decided that they could use their army to end the fighting once and for all. Their priests and generals went to their meeting-places – which had become churches – and sort of talked to the pictures and statues of the dead magician, as if to ask his blessing. After all, hadn’t the young magician always talked about bringing peace?

Then they went to war. It was a long war, and many people were killed or wounded. But their army was bigger, so they won. And they forced many, many people to come into their club, because they wanted them to be right – it is just so important to be right.

After the battles, their priests and generals went to church to give thanks. They stood before the pictures and statues of the dead magician, and told him their proud story of the victorious battle.

That’s when the miracle happened. Just as all the priests and all the generals were looking up at the statues telling them about their successful wars, it happened: all the pictures and all the statues began to cry.

The young magician, of course, was Jesus.

There are risks in stripping a man like Jesus of his halo and asking what kind of man he was, and how wise his teachings really were. It offends the popular romantic picture of Jesus as the Son of God and supernatural savior of humankind. Yet for over two centuries, scholars have known that those were mythic attributes invented by his followers long after he died, and that the real Jesus was 100% human – since that’s the only category there is for us. Calling him a “son of God” was poetry, not biology or genetics. We don’t like in a world constructed in such a way that people can receive half their chromosomes from a human and the other half from a sky-god – and neither did they.

I want to respect the truth without worshiping the myth this morning, by suggesting that this man Jesus had at least four different aspects, or “faces.” One aspect was useless, a second – the most “magical” – was real, but not supernatural. A third was just wrong. Then there is that fourth face of Jesus, which still seems to look into our souls with uncomfortable accuracy.

1. Jesus as an Itinerant Cynic Sage

The first face of Jesus concerns his life style, his personal values, the kind of role model he would have been. This is the dimension of Jesus that has hardly even been discussed, because it is so bizarre. For instance, see how many sermons you’ve ever heard preached on these quotations attributed to Jesus:

“Whoever does not hate father and mother cannot be a follower of me, and whoever does not hate brothers and sisters – will not be worthy of me.” (Gospel of Thomas 55) – Not the text for a “family values” sermon!

On another occasion, a woman from the crowd spoke up and said to Jesus, “How fortunate is the womb that bore you, and the breasts that you sucked!” It was a conventional way of handing a compliment to the mother through the son, like saying “your mother must be very proud of you.” But Jesus replied, “How fortunate, rather, are those who listen to God’s teaching and observe it!” (the Q Gospel, in Luke 11:27-28). – This one would be a bad Mother’s Day text!

And the last quotation is the most extreme and the most famous. It comes from the gospel of Luke, where Jesus says “Do you think that I have come to bring peace to the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division! From now on five in one household will be divided, three against two and two against three; they will be divided: father against son and son against father, mother against daughter and daughter against mother, mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law.” (Q Gospel in Luke 12: 51-53) – You seldom hear the Christian Right preaching on this one, either!

These sayings don’t fit the traditional picture of a sweet Jesus who preached family values. They show us some of Jesus’ personal values and lifestyle, and make him seem very strange and foreign, not to mention unappealing. For most of the styles of living that Jesus exemplified have never had many takers.

This is the profile of someone on the fringe of any culture at any time. Scholars recognize this profile, however. It was a marginal but well-known style of living in the ancient world. From about the fourth century BCE until the sixth century CE, there was a name for this style of living exemplified by Jesus. These were the people called cynics.

Some scholars describe Jesus as an “itinerant cynic sage.” The name itself is derogatory, given to the “cynics” by their detractors (the way most such names originate). It came from the Greek word for “dog,” and was meant to imply that cynics lived like dogs. They had no home, no property, no spouses, no fixed circle of friends, no jobs, and no love for the society in which they lived. Cynics didn’t offer a correction of society so much as they offered an alternative to society.

The best of the cynics were astute social critics: they were like secular versions of the Old Testament prophets, standing outside the accepted order of things, trying to subvert it.

Someone who could live a life in this manner had to be, among other things, extremely focused and dedicated to his particular vision. For history’s most famous cynic, Diogenes of Sinope, the vision was one of personal autonomy, freedom from the unnecessary demands of society. An old story makes the point:

The king’s messenger came to find Diogenes, who was squatting in the street, eating his simple meal of lentils. “The king invites you to come live in his castle,” said the messenger, “and be one of his court advisors.”

“Why should I?” asked Diogenes.

“Well for one thing,” said the messenger, “if you’d learn to curry favor with the king you wouldn’t have to eat lentils.”

“And if you would learn to like lentils,” replied Diogenes, “you wouldn’t have to curry favor with the king.”

The message of cynics was always extreme, and they were willing to sacrifice everything for it. Furthermore, they generally thought that everyone else would also be better off abandoning the society’s vision of life and adopting their cynic vision. Their message was to individuals. They didn’t belong to or care about a real community. They weren’t social reformers. They thought society was fundamentally wrong, and people should “tune in, turn on and drop out,” to recapture that slogan from the Hippie years.

Jesus fits very neatly into this conception of a cynic sage. He had no home, property or job. He didn’t respect the accepted images of “the good life” or the normal expectations made upon people in a civilized society – the religious and cultural rules that gave people their social identities, for example. His vision of the “Kingdom of God” was, for Jesus, the only thing worth living for. His parables presented the “Kingdom” in this extreme way over and over again: it was a “pearl of great price,” a “treasure buried in a field” for which the lucky finder would sell everything.

What must be noted about cynics, including Jesus, is that their message is never likely to be heard or followed except for the extremely marginal person – another cynic. Husbands, wives, children, the joy of working at a job, making a contribution to society, nationalism, ethnic or religious pride of identity – all these counted as nothing for cynics compared with their singular vision. In Jesus’ case, his entire family was treated as though they counted for nothing compared with his vision of the “Kingdom of God.” This doesn’t make Jesus exceptionally cold or uncaring, it just identifies him as one of history’s great cynics – and a sage whose vision was sometimes too extreme to be either useful or wise to the overwhelming majority of people who have ever lived, then or now.

And so the first face of Jesus was his cynic lifestyle. It was a huge part of who he was and what he valued. For nearly everyone in history except other cynics, however, it was not a wise road to follow, but a useless aberration.

2. Jesus the Faith-Healer

Virtually all biblical scholars agree that Jesus was a man with great charisma, and a remarkable ability for what we today call “faith healing.” While almost all scholars agree that the stories have been greatly exaggerated, and that scenes like”walking on water,” raising Lazarus from the dead or feeding 5,000 people from a few fish are all Christian mythmaking, the core fact remains that Jesus was primarily known in his time and in the early centuries as a gifted healer. It was this almost magical power that really attracted people to him, even if they didn’t understand, or didn’t want to hear, the things he wanted to teach. His followers also shared this healing power, though not to quite the same extent as did Jesus.

There is nothing here to debunk, except to note that this kind of charismatic power doesn’t necessarily imply that the healer is wise or good. There are still lots of faith healers today, from Oral Roberts to Bennie Han. Furthermore, the principle of faith healing is behind placebos — those sugar pills that can often make your symptoms disappear if you think they can. It is easy to think of other historical figures who also had immense charisma and personal power over other people, who were unwise or evil: Rasputin, Hitler, Jim Jones, Matthew Applewhite, and David Koresh come quickly to mind. Not all wise people are magicians, and not all magicians are wise. Still, Jesus was one of history’s gifted faith healers.

3. Young Idealist Without a Concept of the “Sangha”

The third face of Jesus shows a severe limit to his vision, one that would have almost undoubtedly relegated him to the dustbin of history without the contributions of St. Paul. That statement alone is enough to upset or enrage many who love Jesus and can’t stand Paul.

The ethical teaching most associated with Jesus is the Golden Rule. While he is reported to have said it means to “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you,” it has also been equated for twenty centuries with another of Jesus’ sayings: “turn the other cheek.” Some radical Christian sects, like the 14th Century Cathari group in France or the 16th century Mennonites in Germany, took this literally and refused to resist the violence of others altogether. This led to the slaughter of thousands or tens of thousands of Cathari, and the slaughter of most of the first generation of Mennonites.

It wasn’t a new teaching. It had been around at least five hundred years before Jesus came along. We know this because we have the story of one of Confucius’ followers asking him five centuries earlier what he thought of the idea of repaying evil with forgiveness. Confucius thought it was a dumb idea. “With what, then,” he asked, “will you repay goodness?” Instead, Confucius taught that we should repay evil with justice and repay good with good. Confucius lived to be much older than Jesus did; perhaps this just shows the greater wisdom of a much older man.

Others have said that if you want to see a place where people have lived by the rule of turning the other cheek, go to a battered women’s shelter. It was a very idealistic teaching, but not a wise one, unless you are in a community where all are treated with respect.

And that’s the second and more important limitation on the teachings of Jesus. All of his teachings were directed to individuals. He did not come to reform Judaism; he didn’t come to start a new religion or found a new church. He had no home, no job, no community, and he never addressed the necessity for a healthy community in his teachings.

A quick look at Buddhism can help understand what Jesus omitted. Buddhists say you must have three things to become awake, enlightened. You must have Buddha, dharma, and sangha. Buddha means a center, a source of authority and inspiration. Dharma means the personal work that you must do. Jesus, you could say, taught that you must have God and dharma: you must live as God wants you to live. But he had nothing at all to say about the sangha. The sangha is the supportive community devoted to serving these high ideals, like a good church. And the Buddhists are right: we’re not likely to do the growth and awakening we need alone. We need a supportive community, a faith community, a church. Jesus never mentioned this.

It’s ironic – especially for people who like Jesus but dislike Paul – but the concern for community was what Paul contributed, making it possible to create a religion out of the memories, myths and teachings of Jesus. Without Paul, Jesus was just another teacher who stressed individual duties but neglected to address the necessity of being part of a community of faith.

4. Subverter of Artificial Identities

It’s hard to know what to call the fourth face of Jesus. As all biblical scholars know, Jesus’ primary concern was for what he called the Kingdom of God. What Jesus meant by this Kingdom of God was fundamentally different from what most Christians have meant by the phrase. Properly understood, it was Jesus’ most radical teaching. It was also his most profound and timeless, and his fourth “face.”

The phrase “the kingdom of God” wasn’t unique to Jesus. It was a popular phrase in the first two centuries, used by many people. It meant the ideal world, the kind of world that could have the most compassion and justice. John the Baptist, who had been Jesus’ teacher, said the world was too far gone to save, that we should wait for God to destroy it all and start over with the right kind of people — those who believed as John the Baptist did.

After John the Baptist was killed and the end of the world didn’t come, Jesus emerged as a charismatic leader, and many of John’s followers began following him. But Jesus’ message was very different. John’s “kingdom” was to be supernatural; for Jesus, the kingdom of God was existential, here and now, not in a world to come.

For Jesus, the Kingdom of God wasn’t coming. It was already here, at least potentially, within and among us. Or as he said in another place, the kingdom is spread out upon the earth, and people don’t see it.

How do you rejuvenate a hostile world? That has almost always been the question to which our greatest sages have offered their different prescriptions. For John the Baptist, as for many apocalyptic preachers today, we have to wait for God to act. For Jesus, God was waiting for us to act. And we act, we create the kingdom of God, or the best possible world, simply by treating all others as our brothers and sisters, as children of God. What Jesus was doing was attacking and subverting exclusive identities, identities that make us feel special or “chosen” at the price of casting others into a second-class status.

This sounds sweet and nice, but it’s a dangerous thing to teach. For instance, the food laws of the Jews set them apart from their neighbors. So Jesus’ instructions to his followers were to eat whatever was set before them: pork, shellfish, goat, whatever the host was serving. The Jews hated the Samaritans, who bordered them to the north, more than they hated almost anyone. So Jesus told a story about a beaten Jew lying by the side of the road, when priests passed him by and the only person who helped him was a Samaritan. During their high holy days, the Jews ate only unleavened bread. So Jesus said the kingdom of God is like leaven that you put in dough to make it rise. Over and over, he spurned the artificial identities that set us apart from others. There was only one identity possible for us in the Kingdom of God: to treat one another as brothers and sisters.

Do you see how subversive this is? This is a message that could threaten any form of government, all ideologies, and all religious or racial identities. The world is in chaos, we’ve lost a shared center, so we create a hundred little artificial centers, or “clubs,” from which we get our identities. The problem is, they’re all too small, all exclude those who believe or live differently than we do, and so they’re precisely the structures that keep the world hostile.

Today, his message might be Stop joining clubs! Stop identifying yourselves with your nation, your race, your religion, your political party or your sex. All of these are ultimately divisive identities that make a peaceful world impossible. You want the Kingdom of God? You want a world of peace and justice? It’s in your hands, and only in your hands. You’ve been given everything you need, now it’s time to act.

This is a message that would still get the messenger killed almost anywhere in the world. Imagine going into Northern Ireland a few years back, telling the fighters that neither side is Christian, both are agents of evil, and they need to stop thinking of themselves as Protestants and Catholics, because those identities are themselves the problem. The only thing the two sides would agree on would be lynching you from the nearest tree.

Imagine trying to sell that message to the Jews and Palestinians, telling them the only way to stop the murderous fighting is to grow beyond thinking of themselves as merely Jews or Palestinians, and begin seeing each other as brothers and sisters, the children of God. You’d be shot!

I don’t want to imply that Jesus was the only person in history to see this vision of a world kept small and hostile by our artificial identities and our territorial impulses. You can find this idea that we are all brothers and sisters in many religions, many cultures. You also find it in cultures that never had contact with any Western civilization. Remember these lines from this morning’s responsive reading by the Lakota Sioux Medicine Man Black Elk:

And I saw that the sacred hoop of my people was one of many hoops that make one circle, wide as daylight and starlight. And in the center grew one mighty flowering tree to shelter all the children of one mother and one father. And I saw that it was holy.

These things aren’t true just because Jesus or Black Elk or the others said them. They are true because they have seen to the essence of what it means to be human, with a clarity few people in history have ever had. I don’t know of any way to argue against that insight. It seems deeply, profoundly, eternally correct. Our human or animal tendencies to create artificial identities for ourselves are the original sin of our species. We feel bigger and more worthwhile as parts of a family, a nation, a race, a culture. So naturally we join the little clubs and wave their flags, and we wait for Jesus’ second coming so there might be peace in the world.

The real tragedy of a man like Jesus isn’t that he has had so much silly hokum dumped on him through the ages – though God knows he has. The tragedy is that we elevated him into a man-God, then joined the religion of John the Baptist who expected this man-God to come save the world for us, as we sat silently by reciting whatever creeds our little religious or political or social cult has declared to be the current orthodoxy. We took the man who lived and died preaching against divisive identities, and created a club around his name. It is a cruel and ironic fate for the simple Jew from Galilee.

The tragedy is that this strange man, this marginal Jew without family, friends, property or job, really did have something to offer us, and nobody wants it. It’s too hard. It asks too much of us. So we found a simpler route. We made thousands of mental and physical pictures and statues of this man Jesus, whom we turned into a Son of God. And we pray that he, through his infinite power, will bring peace to this world in which we’re making war by identifying with our tiny religion, nation, party, race or territory. Then we say Amen, go outside, and prepare for the day’s battle against the infidels in the next church, next town, next nation.

And then I imagine the rest of the story. I imagine that all over the world, as people leave their churches, they turn their backs on the pictures and statues of Jesus they’ve made. And after they’ve gone, all over the world, in the cold darkness of the empty churches, all of the pictures and all of the statues begin to cry.

Mother's Day

© Davidson Loehr

9 May 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

Listen to the sermon by clicking the play button.

READING: Mother’s Day Proclamation,

by Julia Ward Howe

Arise, then, women of this day!

Arise all women who have hearts, whether your baptism be that of water or of fears!

Say firmly: “We will not have great questions decided by irrelevant agencies, our husbands shall not come to us, reeking with carnage, for caresses and applause. Our sons shall not be taken from us to unlearn all that we have been able to teach them of charity, mercy, and patience. We women of one country will be too tender of those of another country to allow our sons to be trained to injure theirs.”

From the bosom of the devastated earth a voice goes up with our own. It says, “Disarm, Disarm!”

The sword of murder is not the balance of justice! Blood does not wipe out dishonor nor violence indicate possession. As men have often forsaken the plow and the anvil at the summons of war, let women now leave all that may be left of home for a great and earnest day of counsel. Let them meet first, as women, to bewail and commemorate the dead. Let them then solemnly take counsel with each other as the means whereby the great human family can live in peace, and each bearing after her own time the sacred impress, not of Caesar, but of God.

PRAYER:

It is Mothers’ Day: Let us give thanks:

For mothers, whether they gave birth to the children or adopted them,

For mothers who have lost a child, through miscarriage, abortion, adoption, or death, and who still feel the loss.

For those who have never had children but who miss being mothers, and who are mothers in their hearts who express their nurture in other ways;

For our own mothers, and theirs, as far back as our living memory will carry us,

And for all who have lost their mothers, and still feel that loss.

It is Mothers’ Day. Let us remember all the varieties of mothers in all of our lives in gratitude and prayer.

And let us remember in prayer those other names, which we now speak aloud or in the silence of our hearts.

Amen

SERMON: Mother’s Day 2004

Mother’s Day is an annual ritual when we expect images and words of peace, life, gentleness, and a well-deserved recognition for the many mothers of all kinds whose job, we say; it is to embody those things.

It’s worth wondering why we only give ourselves a couple days a year for these voices to be recognized, isn’t it? Christmas, Mother’s Day, Easter, and Valentine’s Day – there aren’t many days that we set aside to remind us of the gentler voices, the angels of our better nature.

It isn’t that Mothers’ Days are new inventions. In prehistory, the Greeks held festivals to honor Rhea, the mother of all the gods. And they honored Demeter, the earth mother. Egyptians made pictures and statues of their goddess Isis holding her god-son Horus, and those pictures became the models for nearly identical pictures and statues of Mary and Jesus, another mother of another god. In Hinduism too, there are similar appeals to great mother goddess figures. I found this short prayer to Mother Durga, a many-armed symbol of many-faceted powers:

May the All-Compassionate Mother

be a welcome guest in our hearts.

May she consent to carry us safely

across the ocean of life

to the shore of Liberation.

This could be a prayer to any of the great mothers, the mothers of gods and mothers of dreams, life and hope.

In Buddhism, the prayers are to Kwan Yin, the feminine counterpart of the Buddha. In Taoism, they are to Yin, the feminine principle associated with the moon, and with becomings, the vulnerable but necessary counterpart to the kind of male force represented by Yang.

So these voices arise from all times and places, and they say much the same things. They plead for life, love, peace, compassion, understanding, and comfort. They’re all variations on one voice coming up from the depths of the human soul, a voice that pleads for compassion to balance combativeness, love to balance lust, generosity to balance greed, the power to give life to balance the power to destroy life. All these are voices of mothers, of mothering, of mothers’ days, and they span all times and places, these voices.

But why are they so rare? Why do they speak out so seldom? Why do we have only a few days of the year when we’re supposed to trot these voices out and listen to sweet words of love and compassion?

They are like fragile little spring flowers, these voices, always having to break through the hard soil of harder attitudes – attitudes of greed, lust, power, destruction, war, imperialism, and domination. That hard soil seems to be the ground of history, the ground on which are built all our tragedies, on which we stage our battles, in which we dig our graveyards. That hard soil is made of the coarser and dirtier aspects of our human nature. To become fully human, to become whole or balanced, we have to educate these coarse voices, like we would educate a teen-aged boy who thought only in terms of joining gangs, fantasizing about violence, domination and war, a show you can watch kids playing in a thousand video games and half the top-selling movies.

We like to fool ourselves about this. We like to pretend that we are really just, honest and peace-loving, and seem to be more surprised when war breaks out than we are when peace breaks out, though peace doesn’t break out as often. It’s a kind of anesthetic that lets us make war, enslave third-world workers to make us cheap goods, and do all manner of unspeakable things.

I want to honor the spirit of Mother’s Day here by being blunt about the background noise, the hard soil, that motherly spirits always have to break through. I think we forget, at our peril, that the reason voices like those of Mother’s Day need special occasions is because those are not the voices that run our world or write our history.

The voices against arrogant violence don’t always come from women, but they do come from that feminine part of us, what Taoists call Yin. One of the most ancient and famous of these voices came from a man, the Athenian comic playwright Aristophanes. In 410 BC, he wrote his play “Lysistrata,” about a sex strike by the women, that is to continue until the men stop playing war. Yin has arisen to confront Yang here, to say you may not go destroy life then come to us to enjoy its sweet pleasures. If you would be served life at night, you must serve it in the daytime. That’s the spirit of Mother’s Day, in its ancient form. It is saying that the feminine force, the power of Yin, can be just as powerful as the testosterone-soaked power of Yang.

Buddhism has a wonderful story about the nature of true power. It is this same voice of Yin, this same feminine wisdom, attributed to the Buddha.

A powerful macho bandit comes up to inform the Buddha that he is a ferocious bandit, the mightiest in the world, and is going to kill the Buddha to demonstrate his great power. The Buddha says “Ah. Well, then surely you can first grant me two wishes.” The bandit says to get on with it. The Buddha points to a small sapling nearby and says, “cut off the smallest branch on that young tree.” The bandit laughs, waves his sword, it is done. “And what is your final wish?” The Buddha bends over, picks up the small branch and hands it to the bandit, then says, “Now put it back.” Legend says the bandit achieved enlightenment in that instant, as he finally understood the true meaning of power is to create life, not to destroy it.

That is the message of all Mothers’ Days, too, in all times and places: that we need to remember that honorable power is the power to create life, not destroy it. The spirit of Mothers’ Day is always this spirit of Yin, of the mother goddess, the earth mother, the fierce determination of the gentle sex in Aristophanes’ play, the overwhelming power of the Buddha’s gentle wisdom, breaking through the hard soil of our everyday minds, the hard soil of human history and human nature.

In England, they don’t celebrate our American Mother’s Day, but instead have a Mothering Day, in March. On the surface, it looks like hearts and flowers. It’s a day when children come home and bring their mothers flowers. But its history is darker. It came from the 19th century, when the wealthy had bought and owned the government, had looted all they money they could get, and reduced the masses to starvation levels, much as we find in many countries around the world today. Girls often left home at age ten to go find full-time work to stay alive, far from home. Mothering Day was the day when they were allowed to return home to see their mothers. Beneath the surface of hearts and flowers was a story of broken hearts and uprooted flowers.

Our official Mother’s Day here began by President Wilson’s proclamation in 1914, as mostly a hearts-and-flowers thing – a day on which florists and restaurants make small fortunes, which is why they buy most of the advertising to remind you of Mothers’ Day – but the original Mothers’ Day wasn’t.

That was the one you’ve already experienced, in the reading, the Mothers’ Day Proclamation written by Julia Ward Howe around 1872. She was quite aware that hers was a voice fighting up through the hard soil of greed, destruction and war, a voice fighting up through the forces that define history to oppose them. I want to read you some of what Julia wrote about the origin of her Mothers’ Day Proclamation, from her memoirs, so you can understand the manger in which it was born, the hard soil through which she was trying to speak:

“I had felt a great opposition to Louis Napoleon from the period of the infamous act of treachery and violence which made him emperor.

“As I was revolving these matters in my mind, while the [Franco-Prussian] war was still in progress, I was visited by a sudden feeling of the cruel and unnecessary character of the contest. It seemed to me a return to barbarism, the issue having been one which might easily have been settled without bloodshed. The question forced itself upon me, “Why do not the mothers of mankind interfere in these matters, to prevent the waste of that human life of which they alone bear and know the cost?” I had never thought of this before. The august dignity of motherhood and its terrible responsibilities now appeared to me in a new aspect, and I could think of no better way of expressing my sense of these than that of sending forth an appeal to womanhood throughout the world, which I then and there composed.

“The little document which I drew up in the heat of my enthusiasms implored women, all the world over, to awake to the knowledge of the sacred right vested in them as mothers to protect the human life which costs them so many pangs. I did not doubt but that my appeal would find a ready response in the hearts of great numbers of women throughout the limits of civilization. I invited these imagined helpers to assist me in calling and holding a congress of women in London, and at once began a wide task of correspondence for the realization of this plan. My first act was to have my appeal translated into various languages, to wit: French, Spanish, Italian, German, and Swedish, and to distribute copies of it as widely as possible. I devoted the next two years almost entirely to correspondence with leading women in various countries. I also had two important meetings in New York, at which the cause of peace and the ability of women to promote it were earnestly presented.” (Taken from online version of Julia Ward Howe’s memoirs.)

In the spring of the year 1872, Julia visited England, hoping by her personal presence to affect the holding of a Woman’s Peace Congress there. She noted, though, that as she put it, “The ladies who spoke in public in those days mostly confined their labors to the advocacy of woman suffrage, and were not much interested in my scheme of a world-wide protest of women against the cruelties of war.”

I don’t think the spirit of Mothers’ Day can have its true meaning or power without understanding the background against which it is taking place, the nature of the hard crust it’s always trying to break through, just as you can’t understand Yin without understanding Yang.

But we don’t want to acknowledge that. We don’t want to reveal our own dark sides, the untutored and murderous layer of our human nature. This week, for example, we’ve seen and heard testimony from Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld about the vicious and vulgar abuses of Iraqi prisoners in Abu Ghraib prison. That was the infamous prison that Saddam Hussein used for years as his center of torture and murder. That’s the prison we took over, closed and then re-opened. After these stories began to break, comedian Jon Stewart said it seemed that Abu Ghraib hadn’t actually been closed, it was just under new management.

You’ve seen or read about these vulgarities. A video showing American soldiers, including American women soldiers, laughing and giving thumbs-up signs as Iraqi prisoners are stripped naked and forced into humiliating positions. You’ve read about the U.S. soldiers riding a 70-year-old Iraqi woman on all fours, like a horse. These are despicable acts – and I expect that we or our soldiers will pay for them. Donald Rumsfeld, in what struck me as a disingenuous speech, characterized them as completely un-American.

But that’s not true. Unfortunately, they are completely American. The New York Times carried a short article yesterday claiming that “Physical and sexual abuse of prisoners, similar to what has been uncovered in Iraq, routinely takes place in American prisons with little public knowledge or concern.” (“Mistreatment of Prisoners is Called Routine in U.S.” by Fox Butterfield, New York Times, May 8, 2004)

“Some of the worst abuses have occurred in Texas, whose prisons were under a federal consent decree during much of the time President Bush was governor because of crowding and violence by guards against inmates. Judge William Wayne Justice of Federal District Court” – who sometimes attends this church, and is worth getting to know – “imposed the decree after finding that guards were allowing inmate gang leaders to buy and sell other inmates as slaves for sex.”

Yesterday’s New York Times also pointed out “that the man who directed the reopening of the Abu Ghraib prison in Iraq last year and trained the guards there resigned under pressure as director of the Utah Department of Corrections in 1997 after an inmate died while shackled to a restraining chair for 16 hours. The inmate, who suffered from schizophrenia, was kept naked the whole time.”

The Utah official, Lane McCotter, was handpicked by Attorney General John Ashcroft to rebuild Iraq’s criminal justice system. These behaviors weren’t un-American. They were both disgustingly American and completely predictable.

The behavior we saw in videos was distinctly, characteristically, behavior Americans practice and permit in our own prison systems right here. It may be the lowest and most despicable level of our American behavior, but it was American behavior nonetheless.

And while this administration – just as the administrations before it – tries to claim that our methods of war are humane and noble, the high activities of peace- and justice-loving people, this is no less a lie than it was 13 years ago in the first Gulf War or 35 years ago in the Vietnam War.

Remember that all over the television stations before we invaded Iraq – in a spectacle I hope none of us would have been willing to believe if we had not seen and heard it – our President, Secretary of Defense and Secretary of State actually referred to the invasion and slaughter of thousands of innocent Iraqi citizens under the proud title of “Shock and Awe.” No blood, no bodies blown apart, no crippled, orphaned children, just something really exciting and fun.

It wasn’t wholesale murder during the invasion of a country whose oil and strategic position we had lusted after for fifteen years. No, it was something exciting, like special effects from an Arnold Schwarzenneger film: Shock and Awe. You could try to imagine how whoever thought up that line might describe the vicious and vulgar tortures of Iraqi prisoners. But we don’t have to imagine it. You could have tuned into Rush Limbaugh this week, to hear him laugh it off as being just like fraternity hazing, and an understandable way for soldiers to let off steam. Is this the most we have come to expect of Americans? No higher values that that? This is part of the background against which today’s Mothers’ Day takes place. Those are the violent voices we need to counter; that is the hard soil through which messages of truth and responsibility must strain to break through.

We need to claim the power to describe events more truthfully, in order to retain our own integrity and sense of sanity. These were vicious, vulgar, disgusting actions. But they were not un-American. Nor were they subhuman. Humans are the only species that do things like this to one another. They were part of human nature: the vulgar, untutored, unevolved part of human nature.

The great tragedy of humanity is that the violent and vulgar behaviors write human history, while the truly noble and life-giving voices are relegated to occasional shouts from the back of the room, and sparse annual holidays.

And yet life is bursting up all around us. We are surrounded, embraced, cradled in the great power of life. Even here. This week, working on this sermon, I’ve been thinking of some of these things, and have felt positively engulfed by life.

Our last year’s intern, Cathy Harrington, is preaching her final Candidating sermon this morning up in Ludington, Michigan. I read her draft of it Friday; it’s a Mother’s Day sermon drawing a lot on her own experience as a single mother who raised three kids and sent them all through college. I served that church seven years ago as a half-time interim. And the other church I served at that time, also as a half-time interim, called their new minister last week. Her contract begins August 1st, though she won’t be doing full-time ministry until November 1st, because she is expecting her first baby in August, and will begin her ministry on paid maternity leave.

Hannah Wells, this year’s intern, is looking forward to marriage and to having children, and sometimes talks about it in our weekly private meetings. She’s bursting to burst forth. Vicki Rao, next year’s intern, will arrive here with her husband and their six-year-old son.

And Betty Skwarek, our Director of Religious Education, told me that last Sunday here in this church we had 39 kids in the pre-kindergarten classes. Thirty-nine kids age 4 and 5! You don’t think life is bursting up all around us? God, it’s everywhere! And it’s wonderful! That’s why the voices of Mothers’ Day and the spirit of Mothers’ Day is such an important spirit to honor, not only today but every day. These are the voices of life and love and compassion and nurture, without which we cease to exist as healthy, mature people.

There’s another problem with hearing these voices so seldom, and that is that we can under-rate them. It’s easy to value the voices of war, greed, piracy, or imperialism more because they get more headlines and write the scripts for more movies. And then we neglect or undervalue all the life-giving and life-serving voices that are our own lifeblood. We undervalue motherhood and parenting. Over 60% of women with children are also working outside the home. And when they come home to their “second shift,” they are doing an average of about two hours per day more work at home than their partners.

We hear these things, and it’s easy to get angry in all directions. The husbands feel they are overworked, and they are. The wives feel they are overworked, and they are. The kids, when polled, say the one thing they would most like to have, is more time with their parents. So then the parents feel guilty for being gone so much, in order to earn enough money to support their family in a good way. It’s like a trap with no exit, and I suspect all of us have felt some of these feelings.

Well, it would be so easy to let this become completely dark, especially if we reflect on the rest of the changes in our society that are likely to happen during President Bush’s almost-certain second term. We can’t fix history today. We can’t change the hard soil, or the fact that gentle voices of life, love and compassion must always struggle to fight their way through it. The forces that write history will continue to be the forces of Yang, not Yin, because Yang owns the guns and the politicians and makes the laws.

But we can try to give a little recognition to the voices of Yin, those who are doing their best to serve life, add love, and bring compassion to the world. And the good news is that this includes most of us.

It is Mothers’ Day. Let us give thanks for all the many kinds of mothers there are among us. Let us give thanks for that spirit of mothers and mothering, that spirit which knows that real power is the power to give life, not the power to destroy or demean it. Let us give thanks that these gentle voices of the angels of our better nature do speak up at least on these few days of the year we have allowed them, for when we listen to them, they have the power of making us all better people, partners, parents and citizens, making us all more whole and more holy, a credit to ourselves, our species, and to life itself.

Let us be raised to those higher aspirations today, and show it in higher behavior. And let us remember that what we are capable of some times we can also rise to most of the time, if only we will. It is Mothers’ Day, a day which holds sacred the tender mercies within all of our hearts. Let us give thanks.

Transcendentalism For Today

© Hanna Wells

May 2, 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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AFFIRMATION OF FAITH:

Don Smith

I remember well the first time I announced to a group of people that I considered myself to be a Transcendentalist. The words had barely crossed my lips when that small – and usually reticent – part of my brain that demands a higher degree of specificity asked “Whatever do you mean by that?”

Well, I wasn’t sure. Maybe I had just been reading too much Emerson, but I doubt it. I don’t believe the things I believe because Emerson also believed them. In fact, there’s a pretty wide gap between my beliefs and Emerson’s on a great many things. Emerson would, no-doubt, say to me “You are no Transcendentalist.” But I also think that if Emerson were alive today a good many of his beliefs would be different.

I read Emerson because I agree with most of what he says about the way we should live – the proper approach to life and nature – and I enjoy the way he expresses the ideas that we share. A lot of the Transcendentalists’ thinking came from the philosopher Immanuel Kant. One of the principle ideas that Kant put forth was that certain knowledge is intuitive – it’s built into the structure of our minds–and is not the result of experience. Knowledge that is of an intuitive nature he called transcendental, thus the term Transcendentalist.

Kant said that we cannot know the real world because we see and understand it through our own perceptions and concepts. Our view of the world is distorted by the way our minds work. From there he, or at least his followers, went on to say that we form our world, and not the other way around.

Ayn Rand once wrote that “Ever since Kant divorced reason from reality, his intellectual descendants have been diligently widening the breach.” This may be the case, but I find room in my rational worldview for a little mystery, and I celebrate that mystery as something that adds a wonderful dimension to my life.

If I’m designing a building that has an overhanging beam, I know that I must design for the inflection point – the point at which bending forces in the beam change direction and shear forces are greatest – and I know that I can employ the quadratic equation to find that point. But I never forget that the quadratic equation is no actual thing; it is merely a mental construct. To use Kantian language, there is no ‘thing in itself’ that exists outside our minds.

While I do not believe that the physical world is the product of my thought, I do believe that there is more to matter than it’s molecular and chemical composition. I believe that there are categories of knowledge that are outside the bounds of science, and that things have meanings beyond their physical reality, even if those meanings are created by us and are, therefore, somewhat arbitrary.

I’m comfortable knowing that there are bounds to human knowledge. Many of things that we would want to know are not knowable. I accept this and even embrace it. I choose to view life and the world we inhabit with a sense of mystery and wonder. I celebrate the transcendent things. That’s what I mean when I say that I am a Transcendentalist.

Beyond this way of viewing life – of celebrating the wondrous and the beautiful–I embrace the idea of self-culture as expounded by the New England Transcendentalists. Today we might say self-correction, rather than self-culture. This is a simple idea, really. I have ready work with the correction of my own faults and weaknesses, so I need not worry about yours. Surely there is nothing easier to do than to find fault with others, but easy tasks don’t provide much sense of accomplishment, no matter how well we carry them out.

Another point upon which I agree with the New England Transcendentalists is that we owe it to ourselves to go through life with our eyes wide open, alert to the world and to the ideas that are shaping it. A few weeks ago Dr. Loehr spoke from this pulpit of the concept of G’d as a man fully awake. Emerson lived a life of such mental intensity that Robert Richardson titled his excellent biography of him Emerson: The Mind on Fire. But Thoreau, who knew Emerson as well as any, and better than most, was still able to write in Walden that he had never known a man who was fully awake. “How”, he asked, “could I look him in the face?”

One could easily assume that these people we know as the New England Transcendentalists set the bar too high; that none could possibly reach it. But they were addressing the ideal, the fullest potential of humanity. Why should we not strive toward that goal? If we’re striving toward so high a goal – the goal of being fully awake to life – then it’s of less consequence if we fall short of our goal.

I enjoy living a simple life – a grounded life – even while dreaming of the infinite possibilities that we possess. If this sounds attractive to you, then there might be a little of the Transcendentalist in you too.

PRAYER:

Hannah Wells

As Spring hesitates before it turns into Summer,

let us consider our own hesitations.

Let us take time to confront our fears, and then discount them.

May we let our fears be washed away by a heavy Spring rain,

so we can wake up to a morning like this one, with our hearts calm,

our purpose clear, and the brilliant fire of our souls ready to work.

May we be washed of fears, anxieties, and self-concerns

because we wake up to a morning such as this and are certain that the world needs us.

For while we can notice the beauty that surrounds us,

the world is not only a beautiful place.

As wildflowers wilt in the sun, and bushes drop heavy blossoms,

so too are things falling apart in the fragile world we live in.

Rather than work to meet our needs, may we see that our own needs are met when we work for the needs of others.

May we enlarge ourselves to transcend the self.

May we become so big that our service in the world becomes

our center; our service becomes who we are.

On a morning such as this, after a much needed storm has replenished life, may we also be replenished so we can engage the beauty of the world, its poetry, its natural art.

May we be enchanted.

And may we see that the most poignant beauty of all lies in where the world is broken and hands are busy at its repair, many, many hands, quietly repairing what is broken.

May we find our hands among them, touching this beauty.

May our desire to improve the world and our desire to enjoy the world, become one.

May compassion become our rapture.

Amen.

SERMON:

Let’s begin this morning with a trip down memory lane. Do you remember that certain book you read, perhaps when you were 13, a senior in high school, in college, or early adulthood, that book that completely changed how you understood life and your place in the world? That book that you loved so much because you felt like it enlightened you, made you privy to important knowledge. What book from years ago do you still think about, refer back to, look at life through the lens of?

When I was 13, that book was J.D. Salinger’s Catcher In the Rye. It was so funny to me! Holden Caulfield, a young man, criticizes everything about society with sharp wit, particularly all the expectations of the upper middle class – doing well in college, social climbing, marriage. To him, everything and everyone was so phony. Yeah, I thought when I was 13, I agree. I didn’t want to have to work hard to be “popular” in school, I didn’t want to work hard to earn A’s in my classes either. Holden Caulfield was an awkward middle schooler’s HERO.

Holden Caulfield affirmed my teenage tendencies toward what sociologist Robert Bellah called “expressive individualism.” That was one of the other chunks of reading that left an indelible impression on me, which I read Spring semester of my Freshman year in college. I was a Sociology major, ready to learn how I could save the world, or at least look darn good trying to. Robert Bellah and his team of sociologists published Habits of the Heart in the mid 80’s, a reader-friendly book about how our American values of individualism are impeding on our sense of commitment to public life, to being responsible, civic-minded citizens, and how the kind of church we go to plays a role in this.

Bellah tore the Unitarians apart in this book, charging that there was nothing in this denomination that obligated one to serve the greater good with total commitment; there was nothing rooted in strong religious principles that instructed one to serve his or her community as equivalent to serving the ideals of one’s faith. I remember reading this, and thinking, “my God, he’s right! We Unitarians don’t hold each other to anything!” Bellah goes on to associate the Unitarians with the historical/cultural tradition of “expressive individualism,” and mentions figures like Emerson, Thoreau, and Hawthorne, who he said “put aside the search for wealth in favor of a deeper cultivation of the self.” But it was Walt Whitman, Bellah said, who most epitomized the American cultural tradition of “expressive individualism.”

Bellah wrote, “For [Walt] Whitman, success had little to do with material acquisition. A life rich in experience, open to all kinds of people, luxuriating in the sensual as well as the intellectual, above all a life of strong feeling, was what he perceived as a successful life.”

I have this quote hi-lited in the copy I still kept from college. In the margin, is an arrow pointing to it with the word, “Yeah!” I was all for Whitman when I first read this. I remember all the students in this class greatly resisted the ideas in this book, such as wanting a life rich in experience being questionable, as something to be reconsidered or discouraged altogether. We took it out on the professor, who we called a “stodgy nerd with bad breath.” I know that in those years, I wanted to do everything that reeked of Whitman’s definition of “rich experience.” I wanted to travel the world, learn about exotic cultures, back pack in the far reaches of the wild, fall madly in love, run in a field of wildflowers, swim naked in Lake Michigan – whatever was popularly qualified as romantic experience I went after, and did.

Thankfully, my sociology teacher was a gifted educator, and through his lecturing I finally got what the main meat of this book was trying to say: to be an “expressive individualist” is selfish! It’s self-serving, self-absorbed, but most importantly, it limits the actualization of the self since the self can only be actualized within community, within a broader mode of being and acting in larger society. What does this mean? It means that the smaller our scope of attention is in the world, the smaller our sense of connection to humanity becomes, and essentially the smaller we are. If I only focus on myself and what feels good, the less I actually participate in the world, in contributing to the common good, in serving what is larger than myself.

While all those things aren’t bad in and of themselves – the traveling, the hiking, smelling the flowers – I realized that this was only a small part of what life is supposed to be about, of what is truly challenging and enriching, of what is character-building. Those things are good for MY soul – but they have no connection to the WHOLE soul of humanity.

I didn’t figure this all out right away, but eventually in young adulthood I’ve come to realize that it’s only through serving the common good that my life becomes “rich in experience,” or “a life of strong feeling.” It’s only when I forget myself that I can finally become myself. We can only become our best selves in a community of people who know us and trust us and like us. We become known when we work with others toward the spirit of what is good for a shared community – I know now that this is the only way I can find authentic peace and wellness in my life.

If anything, we are the most miserable when we can’t see beyond our own wants and must-haves. People divorce as soon as they perceive that their “needs” aren’t being met. If you think about it, self-absorption is an evil force because it tends to break relationship. It pushes us into isolation. The only way to counter this isolation and separateness is to engage in my interpretation of Emerson’s “Oversoul,” which you read in the Responsive Reading this morning:

“Within us is the soul of the whole; the wise silence, the universal beauty, to which every part and particle is equally related; the eternal One.”

Unfortunately Emerson stops short of being explicit of HOW one can engage this luminous reverence of life. He seems to imply that it is an individual experience. While undoubtedly we’ve all experienced individual moments of grace that seemed rooted in the divine, I would argue with Emerson that such experiences only scratch the surface of engaging what is at the center of the sacred.

Perhaps what is at the center isn’t blissful at all; no rapture, no ecstasy, no enchantment. Perhaps experiencing the divine is only found through a culmination of hard, quiet effort to make the world a better place, to keep life safe and sacred.

This is why the sacred is so elusive! It cannot exist in immediate gratification, it’s impossible. The Transcendentalists of the 19th century seemed to make the mistake that it is easily accessible, if only we paid better attention to our senses, our thoughts, and feelings. But nowadays, that’s the way things are, that’s the entrenched status quo – we are paying too much attention to ourselves. For us living in the post-modern world, the real challenge is to get our minds off ourselves, off our personal stresses and concerns. All this self-improvement seems to have led to a neglected society.

So I propose that Transcendentalism for today is to transcend our selves. How can we act in and experience the world beyond the self? Imagine that who you are can be represented in con centric circles. The small circle in the middle is you. The first circle around you is your family, the next circle your friends, the next circle your church community, the next your local community, the next circle your state, then your country, then finally the biggest circle is the world. It’s like rings in a tree trunk. When our lives act in those bigger circles, we become bigger, stronger, more wise. If we only act in the first tiny circle of our selves, we stay small; we don’t grow.

The American Transcendentalists of the 19th century got one very important thing right. They had faith in the highest ideals of our human capacities; they truly believed that we could successfully serve those ideals. They believed that life could be rich in experience, in beauty. But the problem is that what they defined as beautiful and sublime tended to not go past their noses. It was too self-contained. They trusted in their intuition, but whether their hunches were good or bad, right or wrong, made no difference in the world around them.

The health of our individual mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual states are all very important – I’ve preached many times on how it is essential to heal our wounds in those areas with courage and perseverance. But our healing isn’t complete or as relevant until we are able to give back to the world, or learn how to give for the first time. We work to heal for the same reason we take time to grieve – so we can participate in the world again. That’s when life is beautiful, when we can overcome or transcend our personal struggles to a place where we can give of ourselves fully once more.

The people who are so good at giving have healthy relationships with their egos – that is, they don’t think about their ego that much. They know that caring for their own hearts and minds and souls is an indirect process that happens primarily when they focus on how they can serve others.

Personal healing is important, but we probably don’t need to worry about ourselves as much as we do. I know I’m still trying to learn this. There is a concept in Buddhism called “not-doing.” It means that we let things take care of themselves, we don’t try to over do it, or try too hard. It’s having faith that while we continue to focus on living the best lives we can and be the best people we can be, that our personal issues and problems have a way of solving themselves. Finally we get to a point where we realize we don’t need to be solved – we don’t need to be “fixed.” Things tend to work out when we simply continue to participate well in the world. Our flaws and our so called “personal growth issues” don’t seem to matter as much when we become good at helping others.

When the Trancendentalists talk about trusting their intuition in terms of possessing knowledge that precedes experience, I want to say, ‘yes, that unconditioned knowledge is there, but I can only trust it if it doesn’t have to do with myself. I can trust it and follow it if it points to the highest ideals that serve humanity as a whole.’ I like to think of this trustworthy knowledge that we’re all born with as the knowledge of the Kingdom of God. I believe we all possess it, deep within our psyches, and life is about doing all we can to uncover it, to actualize it. We can discover that the Kingdom has very little to do with the self – the self becomes only a vehicle, a conduit for doing good in the world.

The Kingdom of God not only transcends the self, it actually saves us from the prison of self-absorption,the constant clamor of the ego.

One of my friends is studying the Kabbalah, the teachings of Jewish mysticism. He told me that his teacher explained to him that the constant yammer in our minds that keeps all our attention on ourselves is actually the devil speaking. The voice of our ego is the voice of the devil. I know that sounds heavy-handed, so let’s just use it as a tool of metaphor. I think it’s comforting – because what it means is that that voice of anxiety in my self isn’t my true voice; it isn’t the voice I need to listen to or act on. According to my friend, the Kabbalah teaches that it’s the voices within ourselves that are faint, that are hard to hear that we should be trying to listen to. The quiet voice that says something like, “maybe I need to go over here and see how I can help someone.” That is our true nature, not this ego-driven one.

If we’re going to pay any attention to our intuitions at all, they need to be the intuitions that come from this center, from this sacred center. Not the center of the self, but within those larger circles. Transcendentalism for today ought to focus on attending to what our center is to be; what is the circle of the largest diameter within which we can define ourselves? To what degree shall we transcend ourselves?

When we realize the extent of our power as individuals to act in the world, we come to understand what the Kabbalah teaches, and what some wise philosopher also concluded: that every act we do is either an act of creation or an act of destruction. For the sacred is not only elusive, the sacred is fragile – the Kingdom of God is difficult to access, we know that true moments of grace between human beings are rare. If we are the spiders and the sacred is the web, which connections with the world are we going to extend to? Which parts of the web are we going to repair, slowly, meticulously, but with great intention and purpose?

Sure life is beautiful! The Transcendentalists of the 19th century perhaps served an important historical function of their time – to counter an increasingly industrial mindset, to try to preserve nature against production and development, to uphold a mind set that dismissed an agenda of ruthless progress. That’s still applicable in today’s world. But we need to take more steps outward.

Today we know life has beauty to offer us; that is a given. And it’s well advised that we do recharge our batteries every now and then in nature, that we do spend time just being with ourselves, star-gazing, watching the ants work. YES, there is so much beauty in the world and we are well advised to notice it – God does get mad if we walk by the color purple and don’t notice it.

But what is really going to drive you to act in the best ways possible in the world? To what ideals are you so accountable that they transcend the need to serve the self, that serving these higher ideals becomes a priority, perhaps even your life’s work?

In the Spring of my senior year of college I had to present a final project to the Sociology department. They had given me permission to spend an entire quarter writing poetry, rather than do some kind of social service internship, because I didn’t want to just serve the world, I wanted to be a poet in the world, too. I remember I began the presentation to all my professors and fellow students with a favorite quote from E.B. White. He said,

“It’s hard to know when to respond to the seductiveness of the world – and when to respond to the challenge. If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely challenging that would be no problem. But I arise in the morning torn between the desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world . . . this makes it hard to plan the day.”

May we transcend this quandary. May we discover that, after all – to improve the world and to enjoy the world are in fact the same thing.

May our joy be our service. May our service be our joy.

The Corporations Will Eat Your Soul

© Davidson Loehr

25 April 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

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You may know the story of the frog and the scorpion. A scorpion wanted to cross a swift river, and asked a frog to carry him on his back. The frog asked “How do I know that you won’t sting and kill me as soon as you get on my back?” “Well,” answered the scorpion, who was good with words when he wanted something, “then I wouldn’t be able to get across the river.” “Well,” said the frog, “then how do I know that you won’t sting and kill me as soon as we’re across the river?” “Oh,” said the scorpion, “because I’ll be so grateful for the ride, why would I want to kill you then?”

This convinced the frog – apparently, frogs are easy to convince in stories – so he let the scorpion on his back, and began swimming across the river. They were about 2/3 of the way across the raging river, when, to his great surprise, the frog felt a painful sting and looked around to see the scorpion pulling his stinger out of the frog’s back. Very soon, the frog felt himself becoming numb. Just before he was completely paralyzed, the frog had the breath to ask “Why?” “It’s just my nature,” said the scorpion, as they both sank into the river and drowned. “It’s just my nature.”

Of course, the story was never really about scorpions. It was meant as a warning against certain rare but dangerous kinds of people whose nature, like that of scorpions, is to destroy others even if it destroys them too.

I think the reason this is such a frightening story is because a person like the scorpion, a person who lacked even basic compassion, isn’t quite human.

One of the scariest things we can imagine is a machine-like thing with a will, that seeks to harm us, and feels nothing when we suffer, cry, or die. Think of those android-type men in the “Matrix” movies, for instance. Or the Orcs and Sauron in “Lord of the Rings,” or the governor of California as The Terminator, that robot programmed only to destroy until it was destroyed.

I suppose the most famous story like this is still Mary Shelly’s 1818 tale of Dr. Frankenstein and the monster he created from spare parts. For nearly two centuries, the Frankenstein monster has been a symbol of creating something inhuman, giving it life and immense power without a soul, then living to see it turn on us, as the monster even killed Frankenstein in the end.

There have been a lot of movies on this theme in the past decades. The Terminator, Total Recall, Darth Vader in Star Wars, the casual indifference to life in “Pulp Fiction,” the powerful forces of greed and destruction in “Lord of the Rings” – you can probably each think of another half dozen.

When I was growing up, the most powerful movie like this was the original 1956 version of “Invasion of the Body-Snatchers.” For me, it was a movie about the difference between real people and pathological people. You probably know the story. A mindless life force from outer space drifted from a desolate, dead planet and wound up on this one.

It operated under a simple program. When a human fell asleep near it, it produced a giant pod that duplicated the sleeping person, taking their body, looks, even their memory, and draining their life, then destroying the original and taking their place. You could hardly tell the difference. They looked the same, had all the same memories. But they had no soul. They had no compassion, no feeling for anyone. The squeals of a dog getting hit and killed by a car in the road twenty feet away didn’t even make them care to look.

Life didn’t matter to them. Only reproducing their kind, to no other end than reproducing their kind. Eventually, like the frog and the scorpion, they kill everything. Then if the cosmic winds are right, they may blow across the galaxy and suck the life out of yet another planet. I’ve met a half dozen people who grew up when I did, saw that movie, and were similarly moved to think of real versus unreal people, the way kids 150 years ago probably thought in terms of real people versus Frankenstein monsters. In both cases, they were persons lacking humanity, lacking the concern for others that makes them frightening and dangerous persons.

When humans act like this, we think there’s something fundamentally wrong with them. Theologians call them evil, novelists call them monsters or body snatchers, and psychologists call them psychopaths. Since psyche means soul, the word really means people with sick souls. Here’s a list of psychopathic traits I recently read. Psychopaths are:

Irresponsible

Grandiose, self-absorbed

They lack empathy

They won’t accept responsibility for their destructive actions

They are unable to feel remorse

They’re finally quite superficial: all power, no depth; all manipulation, no connection

(Joel Bakan, The Corporation, p. 57)

I can see you making a mental list of some of your ex-friends .

Now what is this about? Why am I talking about persons who are not real persons, psychopaths and scorpions whose nature is to destroy, even if it also destroys them? What on earth does this have to do with a respectable church sermon?

It’s a way of introducing the business of trying to understand the powers that have largely taken over our American society and are on the verge of taking over the world. That sounds so dramatic it almost needs a science fiction movie with special effects to make it scary enough.

But I am talking about a person that we have created, a person that is not a real person, that has immense power, more money than God, and which, like the invasion of the body-snatchers, is seeking to, and succeeding in, destroying the compassionate qualities of both societies and real people.

You’ll think I’ve badly overstated the case when I say that this dangerous person who is not a real person is the corporation. So let me try and persuade you.

Only a very few of these insights are mine. I got the rest from a remarkable new book of only 167 pages by a Canadian law professor named Joel Bakan. The title of the book is The Corporation: The Pathological Pursuit of Profit and Power. He also made a movie of the interviews he conducted in writing the book, and that movie, called “The Corporation,” is playing to sold-out and standing-ovation crowds in theaters all across Canada right now, where it has become a national phenomenon. I spoke with the film’s promoters last week, who said they are now arranging a tour of more than 200 cities in the US for the movie, beginning on June 4th in San Francisco, with Austin tentatively scheduled for July 29th, at a location still to be determined

The author explains the nature, the character and the danger of large corporations in a few pages, and I’ll try to reduce it to a few minutes. But make no mistake: this is like a horror movie. Even though there is some hope at the end, I want to scare you.

Corporations formed in the late 17th and early 18th centuries, to pool the money of a large number of people in order to give the corporation more power than any single business could have. Very early, laws were passed saying investors had no real liability for whatever dastardly deeds the corporation did. This gave the corporation limited liability, but unlimited ability to make money. It’s something you can’t imagine ever wanting to do with a person, isn’t it?

And from the start, as a matter of structure and law, the only purpose of a corporation was to make as much money as possible for its stockholders.

By the late 19th century, the courts had transformed the corporation into a person, a legal person, and even spoke of it in that way. And in 1866, lawyers representing this newly-created “person” won a ruling from the Supreme Court saying that, as a legal person, corporations were entitled to be protected by the 14th amendment for “due process of law” and “equal protection of the laws.” These provisions of the 14th amendment, as you may remember, were written for the protection of freed slaves after the War Between the States. But since 1866, it has been used almost never by freed slaves, and almost exclusively to protect corporations – even when they make slaves of workers all over the third world and, some would argue, within our own country. I am betting that not many of you knew that. Until a few years ago, I didn’t know it either. Isn’t that odd, that we didn’t know that?

Since being christened as persons, corporations have done what any person would do: they have fought for both survival and dominance, lobbying for laws that favor their aims, and buying influence, lawyers, judges, politicians and presidents when they can. It isn’t seen as evil, just doing business, just their nature.

And what are their aims? You might say that it depends on the corporation, that they are free to do whatever they want. That’s not true. If the corporation sells stocks, its sole legal purpose, under U.S. laws, is to make as much money as possible for its stockholders. The corporation can pretend to care about society or the environment, as long as the money they spend makes more people want to buy their products and so increases profits for stockholders. But they may not, legally, spend money for social good unless they really aren’t interested in social good, but only in profits.

Milton Friedman, who had been regarded as a second- or third-rate economist until he was adopted as the official economist of the greediest kind of capitalism, calls making money the corporation’s only moral aim. He compares little acts of apparent social conscience to car manufacturers using pretty girls to sell cars. “That’s never really about the girls,” he points out, “it’s just a trick to sell cars.” Likewise, a corporation can donate to the special Olympics or civic projects, but only if it will sell more of their product. They can’t do social good for the sake of doing social good.

Peter Drucker, perhaps the oldest living guru of corporate character, says if you have a CEO who wants to do social good, fire him fast!

And there are laws supporting this perspective. Ninety years ago, when Henry Ford was becoming astoundingly rich from selling his Model T Fords, he decided that he was making too much money. So in 1916, Ford “cancelled the stock dividends to give customers price reductions because he felt it was wrong to make obscene profits.” (Bakan, p. 36)

Two of his major investors, the Dodge brothers, took him to court, arguing that profits belonged to the stockholders, not the company, and the court agreed with them, establishing a precedent that still rules. Corporations exist as persons only to do whatever is necessary to maximize profits for their stockholders. Even if it harms people. (Yes, the Dodge brothers then started their own car company.)

In a 1933 Supreme Court judgment, Justice Louis Brandeis finally made the obvious connection, when he stated that corporations were “Frankenstein monsters” capable of doing evil.

The author cites another famous case from 1994, in which General Motors was sued because on Christmas Day 1993 a mother with her four children in the car was hit from behind while stopped at a stop light, causing her gas tank of her 1979 Chevy Malibu to explode, burning and badly disfiguring all five of them. During the trial, a report was introduced showing that GM knew the gas tank was set so far back that it could explode on impact, killing the car’s occupants. In fact, about five hundred people were being killed this way at the time of the report in 1973 when the new Malibu style cars were being planned. He figured that each fatality could cost the company $200,000 in legal damages, then divided the figure by 41 million, the number of cars GM had on the road. The engineer concluded that each death cost GM only $2.40 per automobile. The cost of ensuring that fuel tanks did not explode in crashes was estimated to be $8.59 per car. That meant the company could save $6.19 per car if it let people die in fuel-fed fires rather than alter the design of vehicles to avoid such fires. (Bakan, pp. 61-63)

While the jury made a huge award, it was later reduced by 3/4, and GM appealed the case. In support of GM, the U.S. Chamber of Commerce filed a brief defending the practice of using this kind of “cost-benefit analysis in corporate decision making.” The jury’s decision, they said, was deeply troubling, because manufacturers should use cost-benefit analysis to make the most profitable decisions. (63) The corporation’s legal makeup, its nature, requires executives to make only those decisions that create greater benefits than costs for their stockholders. Executives have no authority to consider what harmful effects a decision might have on other people or upon the environment, unless those effects might have negative consequences for the corporation. (p. 64)

Do you see what has happened here? This person we created through our own laws, by following its legal nature, can and does endanger and kill human beings in the pursuit of profit.

Now let’s jump to a very different area of society, one you might not think is even related to corporations. It’s the subject of our armed forces, what they are really serving, and what our soldiers are really dying for.

Joel Bakan’s book tells of a chapter in American history I was never taught in school. It involves a Marine Corps General named Smedley Butler, one of WWI’s most heavily decorated soldiers. On August 21, 1931, Butler had stunned an audience at an American Legion convention in Connecticut when he had said:

“I spent 33 years being a high-class muscle man for Big Business, for Wall Street and the bankers. In short, I was a racketeer for capitalism.

“I helped purify Nicaragua for the international banking house of Brown Brothers in 1909-1912. I helped make Mexico and especially Tampico safe for American oil interests in 1916. I brought light to the Dominican Republic for American sugar interests in 1916. I helped make Haiti and Cuba a decent place for the National City [Bank] boys to collect revenue in. I helped in the rape of half a dozen Central American republics for the benefit of Wall Street.

“In China in 1927 I helped see to it that Standard Oil went its way unmolested . I had a swell racket. I was rewarded with honors, medals, promotions . I might have given Al Capone a few hints. The best he could do was to operate a racket in three cities. The Marines operated on three continents.” (p. 93)

Given that speech, and Butler’s disgust with the role the military played, not in serving democracy but in serving the greed of large corporations, what happened three years later is truly stunning.

Franklin Roosevelt was president, and he was bringing government regulations in to stop the disastrous greed of the wealthiest corporations and individuals. Big business hated him. In fact, big business was in love with fascism at the time. In 1934, Fortune magazine had a cover story extolling the virtues of fascism and the economic miracles Mussolini had achieved in lowering wages, crushing worker unions, and creating greater profits for the corporations.

On August 22nd of 1934, General Butler was approached in a hotel room in Philadelphia by a messenger of a group of wealthy businessmen, who opened a large suitcase of $1000 bills and dumped it on the bed, explaining that this was only a down payment. The business interests wanted General Butler to assemble a volunteer army, take over the White House, and install himself as the fascist dictator of the United States, with the financial support of big business. Some observers believe that if they had picked a different general, it may well have worked. Butler refused, and told the story.

In 1934, the business interests believed they would have to use military force to take over the government, dismantle democracy, and install a form of fascist government doing the will of the richest corporations and individuals in America, to the degradation or destruction of everyone else. This was the invasion of the body snatchers, coming closer than we can know to succeeding.

“Today, seventy years after the failed coup, a well-organized minority again threatens democracy. Corporate America’s long and patient campaign to gain control of government over the last few decades, much quieter and ultimately more effective than the plotters’ clumsy attempts, is now succeeding. Without bloodshed, armies, or fascist strongmen, and using dollars rather than bullets, corporations are now poised to win what the plotters so desperately wanted: freedom from democratic control.” (p. 95)

And their reach is now worldwide. The World Trade Organization, which Clinton had created in 1993, has already sued or threatened to sue nations, including ours, for safety or environmental laws that cut into the corporation’s profits. In 2005, their full power will come into effect, enabling them to prevent governments from enacting environmental or health regulations that would unduly impede their profits. (Bakan, p. 23)

NAFTA, another Clinton creation, was an investor protection plan enabling corporations to use cheap labor to force American wages down, break unions, and steal jobs from the U.S. society by the hundreds of thousands, “out-sourcing” them to cheap labor markets around the world in order to let rich corporations and individuals get richer by destroying the lives of American and other workers, gutting entire societies, then leaving their husk and blowing on to drain the life from another society, exactly like the invasion of the body snatchers.

There are many more details, and the picture is considerably worse, than I’ve had time to sketch for you. I don’t think there are many books that all Americans should read, but I think this is one of them.

Is there hope? Can anything be done? Yes, but only if we remember that we created this Frankenstein monster, and it is only a “person” because we said so, and we can change our views and change our laws and change the way in which corporations are allowed to do business in this country and in the world. You can find lists of cities and counties that have revoked the charters of corporations, and refused to let them operate unless they are reconstituted to serve the good of society, the common good, rather than just the greed of a few men and women.

And New York Attorney General Eliot Spitzer recently said that if “a corporation is convicted of repeated felonies that harm or endanger the lives of human beings or destroy our environment, the corporation should be put to death, its corporate existence ended, and its assets taken and sold at public auction.” (p. 157) Eliot Spitzer isn’t anti-government. He works for the government. The government isn’t bad, it’s a neutral but powerful tool that can be used to reclaim our nation and redefine the acceptable role of corporations in our world. We created corporations, we defined them, and we have the authority to redefine them, to insist that they may only operate in our society if they are organized to serve the greater good of the majority in our society, rather than simply the arrogant greed of a tiny percentage of us. They need to be taxed again, and taxed to pay a fair share of our economy’s expenses, just as the tax rates on rich individuals needs to be raised. In 1960, the tax rate was 91% for the richest Americans, and corporations paid fair taxes. That is why our middle class was empowered after WWII, because the money was being distributed fairly. Today, we have socialism for the rich, and a brutal kind of capitalism for everyone else. We can stop it.

And now we’re at war again, a war General Butler would recognize immediately. Haliburton, the company from which Vice President Cheney came back to Washington, has made billions of dollars from contracts they haven’t even had to bid on. Other large US corporations that contributed to the presidential campaign have also made hundreds of millions of dollars. Some of their civilian truck drivers are being paid $80,000 a year to risk getting killed making profits for the stockholders.

Meanwhile, many of our American soldiers, as you may have read, are getting paid $16,000 a year, a pay so low that they are being given food stamps with their pay, and many of their families back home are on welfare. The soldiers are not fighting and dying for democracy, freedom, or anything noble at all. They are dying, like General Butler’s soldiers died eighty years ago, as inconsequential drones whose only purpose in life is to help Haliburton, other major U.S. corporations and rich individuals make a lot of money. If they get killed, at least they’re cheap to replace. There’s cost-benefit analysis at work.

This is the story of the Frankenstein monster come full circle, to the point where it is succeeding in forcing its human creators to serve it, even if they become beggars or corpses by doing so. It is un-American. It is ungodly. It is inhuman and it is disgusting. And it is continuing. Only the American people are likely to stop it, and then only if they wake up, get informed, get angry, get organized and get going.

I can’t write an ending for this sermon. It would have to be written in the real world, in real time, by real people. But there is something riding on our backs that doesn’t belong there, and that does not have our best interests at heart. It will, if it is allowed to remain there, eat our soul and our society. Nor can it really stop itself. It has been programmed with a very simple program: it’s just its nature.

Easter 2004

© Rev. Davidson Loehr

and Hannah Wells

11 April 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

AFFIRMATION OF FAITH:

Sheri Goodwin

Good morning, my name is Sheri Goodwin and I consider myself a Contemplative Christian, otherwise known as a Christian that meditates. Like most of us, I have grown up a seeker, yearning to understand the Truths of this world. I grew up in a devout Christian family and have gone to church all of my life and I thank my parents for giving me that strong foundation.

Like many, I began to question my beliefs in college and thereafter. Most of my experiences with church were very positive, yet the religion was something that was given to me, not a discovery that I experienced on my own. So, I set out to get to some NOs as Davidson puts it, before I could get to some YESes.

Within the last several years, I have sought understanding through Buddhist teachings, esoteric Christian teachers, and other spiritual books. I have had two very special guides in my life, Pamela and Lisa, who are my teachers and spiritual supporters.

The Dalai Lama says that we can’t choose our religion. What I understand him to mean is that all major world religions have one common belief – that Love is the way to overcome our suffering and that sacred scriptures from different religions can lead us to discover God or that love or oneness or light that is in us all. I believe that, and have chosen to continue my understanding based on my Christian foundation.

I have also studied and been influenced by the Enneagram which is a study of nine personality types and how our personalities, when unhealthy, keep us from knowing that essence of God that is in us. Since I’ve discovered the Enneagram, there is literally not a day that goes by that I do not think about it. It’s not a religion, but it is a tool for transformation.

There are three triads of personalities based on body, mind and soul centers. My personality type, the Nine, is in the body triad and is known as the Peacemaker. I’m always searching for peace and comfort in my life. Sometimes that peace seeking is demonstrated in healthy ways and sometimes in ways that gives me just the opposite.

So, that summarizes my background, but why the topic of resurrection? When the worship associates met, I proposed the topic as a challenge to myself because it is central to Christianity.

As part of my preparation, I observed Lent. This year, I gave up the chief fixation of the nine: laziness. Nines are not lazy in the sense that we know it. In fact I’m quite active. Laziness in this sense is not engaging in life, kind of numbing out when things get stressful.

With Lent, I have gotten up earlier than usual in the mornings to do yoga, meditate and read. I’ve consciously tried to engage fully in life. Part of my reading included The Gospel of Luke who, among the four Gospels represents the body, the sacrifice.

I hadn’t really been back to the Bible in many years and this was a truly wonderful experience for me. In Luke, there are three passages that jumped out to me; all things that Jesus said:

1) The Kingdom of God is not coming with things that can be observed; nor will they say, “Look, here it is!” or “There it is!” For, in fact, the kingdom of God is within you. – Luke 17:21

2) Those who seek to save their life, will loose it; and those who lose their life will keep it. – Luke 17:33

3) For he is not a God of the dead, but of the living: for to him all of them are alive. – Luke 20:38

To paraphrase, God is within me. I have to lose my life to have life. It is not a God of the dead, but of the living. God, to me, is a force, energy, the good virtues that can be found in us. Simply, God is Love.

I found those words in Luke especially important because I believe that I can choose a resurrection. It’s an internal choice. To me, suffering or non-life, is all the things in our human condition that aren’t Love – like anger, resentment, not forgiving, fear – all those things that cause me to churn. The things that make me lose sleep. Going through the process of dying to those things, is as Jesus says, losing MY life and seeking God within me in order to have a better life. One that is truly alive! To me, that is choosing resurrection. That is choosing Love.

Making that choice moment by moment is not easy and I fail more than not. I think it involves a conscious choice of forgiveness. Forgiveness of ourselves and forgiveness of others. I find the Enneagram a helpful tool in guiding me to this forgiveness. The Enneagram sheds light on the essence that we really are, not the personality that drives us. It helps me identify what to die to to create a transformation. It’s in our everyday life that we are given the opportunity to resurrect.

Jesus’ teachings and his resurrection are about choosing Life. Choosing the Love that I have in me if can die to the things that keep me from it. That’s when I experience resurrection. That’s when I experience God within me.

PRAYER:

We pray for the spiritual resurrection of ourselves and those we love.

To be born again, born of a Spirit that can be called Holy – we pray for that.

If the glory of God is a human being fully alive, then we pray this Easter that the glory of God may become incarnate in all those people who are open to and eager for it, all those people with “eyes to see and ears to hear” this good news. And we pray that we may be one of those people.

It does us no good if Jesus was the son of God, unless we also may become the sons and daughters of God.

It is Easter, the time of becomings, the springtime season of hope, of life, and of all things filled with light, wonder and trust.

Let us be creatures of Easter, hosts of the new birth and new life sung by all the bright, greenly spirits of things.

Let us become co-conspirators in this vast cosmic plan to replace death with life, fear with trust, and despair with hope.

It is Easter. Let us prepare for our resurrection: here and now. Let us welcome into our hearts the exuberant gifts of another spiritual springtime, another precious resurrection of the spirit.

Amen.

HOMILY: The Easter of Nature: Life Over Death

Hannah Wells

Among my colleagues in Seminary school, it is in vogue to criticize the popular method of celebrating Easter in the UU faith. They lament, “Easter is about MORE than bunnies!” Or as one told me recently, “I am SO disappointed that my church is having a FLOWER communion for Easter AGAIN this year.” Apparently talking about Jesus on Easter has become much more cool.

One of the best stories from my UU upbringing that my parents like to tell was when my Mother prepared a very nice meal for Easter one year, I looked at all the food and asked my parents with genuine curiosity, “Is Easter some kind of religious holiday?” I was about 10. They were amused, but my Mother also said, “thank God she didn’t ask us that question in front of my Mother.”

It’s true that when I went to Seminary I had a Jesus Renaissance – mostly because I didn’t know a thing about him. Meeting Jesus late in the game has its perks; I got to know him with no beef against him. I love referring to Jesus in my sermons now and I consider his teachings an important influence on who I try to be. However, the popular UU interpretation of Easter has always held a great deal of meaning for me, too.

I grew up in a part of the country where it is cold and mostly gray for at least 7 months out of the year. Chicago-land, that is. Usually toward the end of every winter, I was depressed and suffering from seasonal affective disorder from not getting enough sunshine. So when the first crocuses poked their little green heads out among the snow patches, it was cause for great excitement. All the signs of Spring were a great relief . . . The pink cherry blossoms on the trees that reminded me of fluffy scoops of raspberry frozen yogurt. The tulips and snap dragons in my Mother’s garden. The first murmurs of cicadas and crickets through the screens of open windows at night. The first hints of humidity and warmth in the air. It really felt like a process of something frozen in me thawing out each year.

Easter was always around this time, and so it came to symbolize the survival of another winter. Longer days, even the buzz of a lawn mower was a welcome sign of Spring. Soon I could walk barefoot around the yard, ride my bike to the public pool, collect bugs and fire flies with my neighborhood friends.

I remember I tried to start a “nature club” once in my basement. I instructed my friends to draw pictures of trees, flowers, and rainbows to hang on the walls, and the pinnacle of excitement would be to catch a butterfly or a fat shiny beetle. One year we had a flood and there were thousands of centipedes we saved and put into a plastic box. Anything we ever caught died the next day – which taught me that in order to live, things in nature had to be free.

Perhaps I was destined to have an appreciation for nature and the outdoors as an adult, regardless. But I think an emphasis on revering nature in the UU church I grew up in played a role. Every year we had a flower communion for Easter. It took me a while to understand that the flowers represented the ecological resurrection we were paying homage to. As simple or even as clumsy such a ritual is, it always struck me as a beautiful and passionate expression of gratitude for the coming of Spring.

The minister instructed the church to smell deeply of the blossoms’ scent. Even if the aroma wasn’t strong, it still smelled like the earth. Smelling fresh flowers was as good as drinking the blood of Jesus to me; it was a communion – because the flowers symbolized Spring and Spring always saved me.

When framed well, the message of Jesus and the metaphor of his resurrection is very powerful. But I think the flowers and bunnies approach to Easter can be powerful too. Because it’s about taking note of what we seem to take for granted – that every year Spring faithfully returns. If we had to choose between photosynthesis and theology, I think the trees would win – that’s how we breathe. The miracle of life on this planet! Being just the right distance from just the right-sized star, a planet that has just the right balance of gases and elements to support such a variety of life forms. Isn’t that story rather marvelous? And true beyond a doubt?

What’s important is that we take time to be dazzled by the arrival of Spring, the turning of the seasons, by life’s constant surge forward. Everything in nature – including us – goes through cycles. If parts of us didn’t die, new parts of us couldn’t be born. A year is a long time – it takes that long for a typical tree to bear fruit. All the important things we cultivate in our lives take a long time, too.

And then there are the flowers and the bugs – they don’t live very long at all. There are many spectacular things about life that happen very quickly, and if we don’t take time to see them, we miss the small ways that life moves forward.

I was reminded of this yesterday when I got to visit with my youngest niece who is still a toddler. I hadn’t seen her since Thanksgiving, and in these few months she has learned how to walk. In this time, she has also become her own little person with her own personality! She’s not even quite two years old, and I couldn’t believe how feisty and tough she was. As I was spinning her and her big sister in circles on their tire swing in the back yard, she’s so little I was afraid she might fly off. But she just held on tight, closed her eyes, and squealed with delight. I spinned the tire faster and faster and the expression of joy on her face just deepened. She held on, no problem. I had to squeal with delight myself because there is nothing like watching a young child discover joy, discover LIFE.

That’s what Easter can be about – noticing how life moves forward. Gratitude in the form of delight, just for the blossoms, just for the light, just for joy.

What would Jesus do? I think he’d smile to see God’s children delight in the Kingdom.

SO enjoy the Easter egg hunt! Enjoy the chocolate bunnies! Hippity, hoppity, these symbols are sacred. Happy Easter

 

 

HOMILY: The Nature of Easter: Choosing Resurrection

 Davidson Loehr

I don’t think of Easter as a Christian holiday, but as the Christian variation on themes older than recorded history. There is a whole range of ideas that have clustered around the vernal equinox, the beginning of spring, the start of the planting season for agricultural societies. It’s always been about the victory of life over death, light over darkness, spring over winter, hope over despair. Those are the themes that arise from the human soul, turning the change of seasons into a metaphor for hoped-for psychological changes – just as Christmas is another “cover” of the winter solstice, the rebirth of the sun.

Then I’m interested in how the different traditions handle these timeless themes, and how useful their efforts are for us today.

In looking at the messages of Jesus and Paul on the subject of resurrection, there is really a quite surprising lesson to be learned. This might be the first time you’ve heard it, even if you grew up in a Christian church. (If it is the first time you’ve heard it, shame on your ministers!) The lesson is that both Jesus and Paul are quite clear that nothing about their message involves the bodily resurrection of Jesus or anyone else.

Both Jesus and Paul taught on two different levels. They said things that sounded literal and supernatural, but also said the deeper meanings were hidden from the simple or unworthy, and were available only to those with “eyes to see and ears to hear” as Jesus liked to put it.

People asked Jesus when the kingdom of God was coming – they understood it as a supernatural thing, like special effects in a movie where a large powerful creature changes the world around right before your eyes. His answer could hardly have been more clear. He said No; this kingdom isn’t something you can point to, it is not coming; it is within or among you, or it’s nowhere. The kingdom of God and the point of religion, to Jesus, were not supernatural, and not postponed until somewhere else and later. They were spiritual, psychological, and were available here and now or nowhere and never.

In the Gospel of Thomas, he said the kingdom of God is already spread out on the earth, and people don’t see it. It is not supernatural. We have everything we need, and only we can bring about the kingdom of God, through our actions. He thought we should know that we are loved, that all others are equally loved, even those we can’t stand, and that when we treat ourselves and others like brothers, sisters and children of God, the kingdom of God will be here, because that is what the kingdom of God is. Period, Amen, end of sermon, end of religion.

Also in the Gospel of Thomas, Jesus said that whoever drank from his mouth became like him: in other words, anyone who understood what he said had everything he had. He was no more or less a son of God than we were, if only we would open our eyes.

In another saying from the Gospel of Thomas – one of my very favorites from any time or place – Jesus said “If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.” (#70) This is good modern depth psychology, and great ancient wisdom. Salvation, wholeness, being “born again, born of the Spirit,” is a spiritual – what today we would call psychological – reality that happens here and now or nowhere and never, if we are to believe Jesus.

And while St. Paul has earned a lot of bad press, sometimes he too was pretty clear about this fact that salvation and resurrection were spiritual or psychological, but never physical, never involving bodies, either ours or Jesus’s. I’ve picked a few passages from his letter to the Corinthians – a small contentious church of about 65 members that he founded. In the third chapter (I Cor. 3: 1-3a) Paul explains that he could not address them as “spiritual” people, but as men of the flesh, as what he called “babes in Christ.” “I fed you with milk, not solid food;” he wrote, “for you were not ready for it; and even yet you are not ready?.” So he’s warning them before he begins that he’s only given them pap, not the deeper and harder religious lessons for which they are not ready.

The difference between “people of the flesh” and “spiritual people” for Paul is the difference between literalists who can only understand things magically, supernaturally, and those who understand that the riches of religion are spiritual or psychological, riches of personal transformation.

In I Corinthians 2:14-16, Paul writes “The unspiritual man does not receive the gifts of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned. The spiritual man [on the other hand] judges all things, but is himself to be judged by no one. “For who has known the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?” But we, Paul said, have the mind of Christ.

Paul echoes Jesus’ teaching that those who understand him become like him, and gain “the mind of Christ.” This isn’t blasphemy, it’s St. Paul. It can’t be blasphemy if Paul said it: it’s a sort of rule.

And “so it is,” he says, “with the resurrection of the dead. What is sown is perishable, what is raised is imperishable. It is sown a physical body, it is raised a spiritual body?. (50): I tell you this, brethren: flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor does the perishable inherit the imperishable. (I Cor. 15:42ff)

Reading Paul, like reading the New Testament, is frustrating because he does write on two levels. He is writing to the “babes in Christ,” and has already told them he is feeding them milk rather than solid food. So yes, you can make either a literal or a spiritual, psychological, interpretation of Paul’s writings. And since he wrote it for the “babes in Christ,” it’s not surprising that it has been read literally. But he, like Jesus, gives enough hints that resurrection can not involve anyone’s body, that it is a kind of spiritual thing, a kind of persistence of the spirit of this powerful man Jesus.

This notion of a “spiritual persistence,” the sense that someone who has died is still powerfully “present,” is neither supernatural nor unusual. We still react this way to powerful and charismatic people; maybe you have, too. The last count I saw said that Elvis Presley has been “sighted” since his death over 250,000 times by people who won’t believe he isn’t still here in some way. Martin Luther King Jr’s spirit have remained powerful for many of us, 36 after his murder. Marilyn Monroe still lives as a cultural icon, people still buy photos and poster of her and put them in their rooms.

I saw an example of this that took my breath away a few years ago, and heard of another one after the first service this morning.

A few years ago, I was driving north through Indiana on Interstate 69 when I saw a billboard advertising the town of Fairmount, hometown of the 1950s movie actor James Dean. Dean made only three movies, all of which became classics (Giant, East of Eden, Rebel Without a Cause) and became a kind of cult figure after his tragic death in a 1955 highway accident.

I went to the museum and souvenir shop devoted entirely to James Dean, where the owner discovered – to his disgust, I thought – that I really didn’t know a lot about Dean. At one point, he said in a very serious voice “You must go up the hill and see his grave!” This wasn’t high on my list of things I’d like to do, so I asked him why. “To understand,” he said, “to understand his power!”

OK, I was hooked. I drove to the cemetery to look for the grave – people kept stealing his gravestone, I’d been told, but they’d just replaced it again a month or so ago. Up at the top of the hill, I found it. It was small, a regular dark red granite grave stone maybe a foot high and two feet wide. Then I saw what the man at the museum and gift shop had meant: the entire grave stone was covered in lipstick kisses! I imagine most of them had been planted there, and recently, by young women who hadn’t even been born in 1955. That’s spiritual persistence, the feeling that someone long dead is still very much here.

And this morning a church member said he visited Paris again a few weeks ago, and finally decided to find rock guitarist Jim Morrison’s grave there. It was nearly a shrine, covered with personal notes written to Morrison’s spirit, covered with burning candles and burned-out candles. To a lot of people, something about Jim Morrison is very much alive, thirty three years after his death in 1971.

It isn’t unusual. It seems to be how we react to the loss of powerful people, and Jesus would have fit into this category. So it’s no wonder that the sense of his “persistence” would have been described in supernatural or quasi-supernatural terms. But there was nothing supernatural in that sense, as Jesus preached and Paul indicated in his coded introduction to his church at Corinth.

Christianity has continued to be taught to the babes in Christ, as supernatural, magical, involving a resurrection of the body. But from the very beginning, its most powerful teachers said otherwise.

Much of this is would take too long to go into here, which is why I’m leading an eight-hour Jesus Seminar program here May 14th and 15th. I strongly urge you to make a place for this Friday night and Saturday program in your calendar. We need to understand what the man Jesus was really about, especially since Christianity is the dominant religion of our culture, and it is almost always taught at the level of “babes in Christ” rather than as Jesus taught it.

For here, I’ll stick to what the Easter message really is. Finding it is like an Easter egg hunt. You have to look through history for those few great Christian writers who did have the eyes to see and ears to hear. There, you’ll hear the same kind of message that Jesus delivered, and that Paul alluded to when he said those who understand have the mind of Christ.

Irenaeus, a 2nd century Christian was one of these. One of the things he wrote was this remarkable and wonderful statement: “The glory of God is a human being fully alive.” “The glory of God is a human being fully alive.” Here was a 2nd century Christian who thought the real message of Christianity is not about supernatural magic, but about becoming fully alive.

And in the 16th century, another great Christian writer named Meister Eckhart, whose books are still available wrote of the incarnation of God in Jesus, that “God became man, so that man might become God.”

“It would be of little value for me,” he wrote, “that ‘the Word was made flesh’ for man in Christ as a person distinct from me unless he was also made flesh in me personally so that I too might be God’s son.”

Jesus would have said “Amen.” This was not a “babe in Christ,” but a mature believer writing about a mature belief grounded in the empowering teachings of Jesus. He wanted to become like Jesus, as Jesus intended.

And this Easter, I want to add my voice to these other voices and say that the Easter message for “babes” is not worth giving, neither now nor then. There is nothing supernatural going on, either in the 21st century or in the 1st century, because the world isn’t built that way. Jesus made this clear. Paul tried to say it in his coded way, as have first-rate Christian thinkers like Irenaeus in the 2nd century, Eckhart in the 16th century, and many others in all centuries.

Nor do you have to plow through dusty libraries for seldom-read words of some of the geniuses of Christian history. In all times and places, there are people who get it and who say so. I’m reminded of a passage from Alice Walker’s book The Color Purple, where she writes, “Here’s the thing, say Shug. The thing I believe. God is inside you and inside everybody else. You come into the world with God. But only them that search for it inside find it. And sometimes it just manifest itself even if you not looking, or don’t know what you’re looking for.” There was a modern woman with eyes to see and ears to hear the real Easter message.

The supernatural religion for Paul’s “babes in Christ” is a religion of fear, trying to make believers feel safe. Jesus’ religion was a religion of trust, trying to help us come alive. Jesus taught that, as Shug put it, God is inside of us and everybody else. “The glory of God is a human being fully alive.” But first, we must choose to become fully alive.

It’s Easter, so in the most ancient traditions of this vernal equinox, Passover, beginning of spring and Easter, we have put brightly colored clues, symbols of life – locally known as Easter eggs – all over the place outside, which the children will be hunting for in a few minutes.

And for you, the clues are, I hope, just as brightly colored, scattered around in the air, in your imaginations, in the words of this morning’s service, and in the depths where you too seek new life for old. That’s the free gift of Easter, and it is available any day, any day at all. Because any day we choose resurrection is Easter. Today is Easter; let’s choose resurrection.

Where Do We Find Absolution?

© Hannah Wells

4 April 2004

First UU Church of Austin

4700 Grover Ave., Austin, TX 78756

www.austinuu.org

Listen to the sermon by clicking the play button.

AFFIRMATION OF FAITH:

Bill Reid

My name is Bill Reid. I have been a member of this church since 1973. For certain periods during this time I was very inactive. I have enjoyed being more involved over the last three or four years. I have become a member of the Worship Associate Program. In this program we suggest topics for the worship services and we participate in the worship services. I posed the topic for today: Where do Unitarian Universalists find absolution? What I mean by absolution is from my dictionary – it is to set free, or release as from some obligation, debt, or responsibility or from the consequences of guilt, sin, or penalty. It is forgiveness for an offense or shortcoming.

In posing the question, I am reminded of the Peanuts cartoon: Linus asks questions like: what is the meaning of life? Why are we here? What is truth? Lucy turns to Charlie Brown and says, “There are more questions than answers, so it’s better to be the one asking the questions.”

How this question arose. I was raised a Southern Baptist. I have since learned that not all Southern Baptists are fundamentalists and believe in the literal interpretation of the Bible. However, the branch I was in was fundamentalist, and I was an enthusiastic and unquestioning Baptist through high school.

Baptists believe that religion is a personal relationship between the human soul and God. The grace of Christ and the mercy of God are available without mediation of any priest or minister. For Baptists, the formal act of baptism is the closest thing they have to absolution. Baptists believe in Baptism by full immersion the way John the Baptist did it in the Bible. It is a public demonstration of faith. The old life of sin is washed away and a new life of faith emerges. Baptism was limited to adults, those mature enough to understand the meaning of baptism. I was baptized when I was about 11 years old. In the Baptist view, I guess I am carrying around all my sins since that time.

Baptists believe that each believer has a duty to proclaim his faith and urge others to accept Christ. This was one of the beliefs that first got me to thinking and doubting. I was supposed to bring others to Christ and the Baptist church, and if I (or some other Baptist) did not make that effort, then the poor unfortunate soul who had never heard of Jesus would die and and go to hell. This seemed like an overwhelming responsibility to me, and it made me feel guilty. Sometimes I would wonder about the Catholic Church and what it would be like to be able to go to confession on a regular basis and be relieved of all my sins by the priest. I did not pursue this.

In any event, I graduated from high school and left home for college and also left the Baptist church behind me.

I had nothing to do with churches for the next 14 years. Then in 1970, I was married, had two young children, had finished law school, and was working in Washington D.C. My wife and I joined a wonderful Episcopal Church and got involved in it. In that church, there are prayers of confession and absolution in the communion service. However, I do not recall a specific ceremony for absolution.

When we returned to Austin in 1973, we joined this church. Our own ceremonies do not include an express confession and absolution, although I have attended ceremonies in this building, such as the winter solstice celebration, in which letting go of old burdens was part of the ritual.

I suspect that nearly all of the world’s religions deal with this problem of how to obtain forgiveness or relief from our shortcomings.

The Lord’s Prayer from the New Testament includes the request for God to “forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.” I have found this prayer to be a very helpful mantra when I am seeking calm or relief from stress. Often when I am going to sleep, I just repeat the Lord’s Prayer. Whoever wrote it was very wise. I realize that it is in language that many here do not feel comfortable with, but I feel free to use my own definitions and it lets me remind myself that there is somebody or something–other than me–running the world, and that my part in it is relatively minor. It reminds me that I only have to deal with each day as it comes and “our daily bread” is all we really have to have. It reminds me that I have to acknowledge my own shortcomings before I can do anything about them or get help in dealing with them. The prayer helps me remember that it is just as important to be willing to forgive others as it is to ask for forgiveness. This very common and well known prayer helps me find some relief, or absolution. At least it is a start.

The question remains – How do Unitarian Universalists obtain Absolution? I am looking forward to hearing the sermon on this subject.

PRAYER:

God of many names, spirit of life, great mysterious:

 Forgive us our trespasses,

 as we forgive those who trespass against us.

 May we keep it that simple.

May we see that often our greatest sin is to not let our hearts

 receive the blessings that surround us;

 may we wake up to the present moment.

May we see that the more we give, the more we can receive, that to forgive ourselves is to enable us to give more freely to the world.

 In order to give, we must learn how to receive, first.

May we find the courage to distinguish our own sins from the sins of others. May we admit that sometimes it is easier to focus on the shortcomings of others, rather than our own.

May we recognize that our greatest peace lies in acceptance, that it is great wisdom to absolve ourselves of false power. May we recognize how little control we have over so much of what happens.

And yet, may we connect with the source of our true power, may we take action and make use of our greatest strengths.

 May we see the places in our lives where we can choose.

May we keep close to our hearts and our minds that forgiveness is a prime messenger of love, and that it requires no special occasion.

On a daily level, amongst our relationships both precious and incidental, may we contribute to the spirit of a more forgiving world by seeing past the faults of others to their beauty, instead.

Rather than listen for the judgements, we can listen for the beauty.

May we listen for the goodness in others, as others listen for the goodness in us. 

Amen.

SERMON:

I began one of my last sermons by talking about the psychic I saw last June. That seemed to work so I’m going to try it again. I felt like this woman gave me a lot of helpful information about my family. She said that people tend to inherit their parents’ battles, who inherited the same kinds of battles from their parents and so on. Certain subconscious beliefs are passed down through the generations. She told me about one that my family had, that she thought went back many generations, and was on both sides of my family, both my mother’s and my father’s.

She said that we harbor a very, very subconscious belief – deep within ourselves – that we cannot be forgiven. This rang true to me as soon as she said it. Of course the question arises, what do we think it is about ourselves that is unforgiveable? But that doesn’t matter. All of us do things time and again that we’re not proud of, that we experience shame over. If we believe we CAN be forgiven, over time we let go of those negative feelings about ourselves and are free to grow in character. But in my family’s case, according to the psychic and for whatever reason, we believe somewhere down deep within ourselves that we cannot be forgiven. And regardless of why this belief exists, what’s important to understand is what effect this belief can have on how we live our lives.

The reason I bring up this personal family business is because it’s a good way to frame what the heart of the matter is when we talk about absolution. Because I think that this subconscious belief that one can’t be forgiven is probably not unique. Perhaps I’m projecting here, but to be hard on oneself seems to be an archetypal American trait, going back to the stringent standards of the Protestant work ethic that this country was built on, that still runs it. Our earliest ancestors on American soil had to work very hard – and to this day, I think we hold ourselves to very high standards of hard work and accomplishment. It’s a very prominent source of our identity; many of us depend on it to tell us who we are. I know I do.

But what if you think you aren’t who you ought to be? What if you don’t think you measure up to the high standards you set for yourself? I suppose this might lead you to think that there’s something wrong with you, that you’re not good enough; that there’s something about you that can’t be forgiven.

So when we talk about absolution, we’re not just talking about forgiveness. Forgiveness is one of those loaded terms that can lose its integrity if it’s given or received too easily. Before we can be forgiven, what is at stake is whether or not we believe we are WORTHY of that forgiveness. We can throw the word forgiveness around all we want, but what’s really in question is whether or not we believe we DESERVE it. Underneath the fancy theological word absolution, and even underneath the more user-friendly word of forgiveness, is the very plain matter of self-worth.

Because we can’t receive anything that we don’t allow ourselves to receive. We are the gate-keepers of our own hearts. Things like love, compassion, and forgiveness – we only get as much of these things as we allow ourselves to, no matter how much is freely offered to us. Whatever we believe is true about ourselves has a tremendous effect on who in fact we are. Luckily we seem to have more control over the beliefs we are conscious of. But what about the beliefs we don’t even know we’ve already convinced ourselves of?

From thinking a lot about this matter of unforgiveableness in my own family, I’ve come up with some observations of the consequences of it. The effect of this subconscious belief seems to go one of two ways. The first is that you try to make up for it. You go through life with this deep dent in your self-worth and are constantly trying to compensate. You over-achieve, you work too hard, you’re rarely satisfied with what you do accomplish. You notice the flaws more than the victories. And what ends up happening is you do indeed accomplish a lot, and while you gain the respect and admiration of those around you, you have a hard time giving yourself the same credit. You think, well, I could have done this better . . . you end up doing so many different things all the time that there’s never really a chance to breathe and just be. You’re constantly on the go, and to sit idle becomes so foreign to you that it’s actually uncomfortable.

The second set of tendencies you have if you subconsciously believe you can’t be forgiven is to live life in fear. A self-fulfilling prophecy of penance unravels. You don’t try for fear of failure. You get stuck in places you’re unhappy in, but don’t have the courage to get out of. Of course the resentment and anger builds up over time where you forget you’re the person who made yourself angry in the first place – the anger spills over to those around you.

Perhaps what is most damaging about both of these mind-sets is that we are cut off from our spiritual selves. What is true for both of these is that we never believe we are good enough just as we are. Just as I am without one plea . . . there’s a reason that song is so powerful when Christians are called to the alter at revivals. What is damaging about being cut off from our spiritual selves is that we cannot think of ourselves apart from the outside factors that define us – factors like career success, material wealth, our reputation, our family’s reputation. We cannot think of ourselves beyond these things because WE DON’T KNOW WHO THAT PERSON IS. We are estranged from the part of us that makes us whole. Do you know who your spiritual self is?

There are lots of metaphors to describe the spiritual self. I’ve always been fond of thinking of my spiritual self as the child within me – that little girl who I think is good no matter what. It’s the part of you that you can just be with and not judge – not hate and maybe not even love – but just know is good.

I’ve always loved the beginning of Genesis – it’s probably my favorite part of the Bible. “And God said, ‘Let there be light,’ and there was light. God saw that the light was good . . . And God said, ‘let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear’ . . . and God saw that it was good . . . Then God said ‘let the land produce vegetation’ . . . And God saw that it was good . . . And God said ‘let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark seasons and days and years’ . . . And God saw that it was good . . . And God saw that it was good” and on down through creation.

It’s a beautiful beginning to the Bible because it says that life is from goodness. After 7 days of making everything, including humans, “God saw all that he had made, and it was VERY good.” This story doesn’t have to be true for it to be true – in the same way that there doesn’t have to be a God to believe in God. All of us come from this – from this beginning, from this goodness.

I’m pretty sure this is close to what the early Universalists had in mind when they reclaimed the notion of universal salvation, the belief that everyone – no matter what – is saved. The modern translation is that we are held in love, and we return to love. AND – the reason this is so is because we are forgiveable.

But what if being forgiven by God has no meaning for us? I think this is what Bill had in mind when he came up with this topic. Confession seems like such an easy out; you can even do “virtual confession” on-line nowadays at www.confession-online.com. Baptism might also seem like play-acting and superstitious. But I have to admit when I read Bill’s affirmation of faith, his description of the ritual really struck me: “For Baptists, the formal act of baptism is the closest thing they have to absolution. Baptists believe in Baptism by full immersion the way John the Baptist did it in the Bible. It is a public demonstration of faith. The old life of sin is washed away and a new life of faith emerges.” I looked at Bill and I said, “Wow. What if it really was that simple?”

Again, it makes me wonder that such a ritual doesn’t have to be true for it to be true. That’s the power of ritual – we make a public statement, or perform a ritual in community with others, in order to affirm: this is who I am. This is what I believe is true about myself. If what we believe about ourselves becomes in large part who in fact we are, then again, it is this matter of self regard that we really need to hone in on.

Perhaps religious liberals such as ourselves have a hard time with simple rituals because we don’t want to admit that in fact it is that simple; it doesn’t need to be complicated. Maybe all our high brow talk and intellectualism is preventing us from admitting what is just simple and always true: that we’re all children of God, children of the universe. That in the beginning it was good, and it’s STILL good. That for all our faults, screw-ups, and shortcomings, nothing can change this and we will never lose the capacity to be forgiven.

Like the Baptists, the early Unitarians believed that the grace and mercy of God was available to us without the mediation of a priest or minister, and eventually we felt that it was available to us without the need of a God. We trusted that we ourselves could choose the correct path in life because humanity was endowed with free moral agency. In other words, we can empower ourselves “to do the right thing.” There’s a phrase that sums up the early theology of our forebears pretty well: ‘the Universalists believed God was too good to damn them, and the Unitarians believed they were too good to be damned.’

I think there are three things that need to be in place in order for us to find absolution. The first is what I’ve been talking about already, this business of making sure we are ready to receive it, that we really believe we are worthy of it. I guess this will come easier to some than others.

I think that when each of us reach a certain point of maturity, we can become aware of what the recurring theme is of our life. It’s like an entrenched script written on our souls that we find ourselves reading again and again. It creates the subconscious beliefs we don’t even know we are convinced of. Likely it does go back many generations. Do you know what yours is? Because that seems to be the first step and only way to ensure that we get to write our OWN scripts, and not the scripts that were passed down to us.

We have a choice in life – we can think of ourselves as warriors or as victims. As a warrior we know we have to take action. No one’s going to do it for us. We acknowledge our free will, that we get to choose, and we take advantage of it. So it is this first step of absolution that is up to us, that essentially we do have to do on our own, which can involve the support of others, but in essence begins only with ourselves. We have so much power! I don’t agree with the early Unitarians, that we can be trusted to act out of a self-initiated morality – that doesn’t ring true to me. I think we are too self-indulgent for that. I do, however, think that we constantly underestimate the extent of our own power to dictate the direction our lives take. As soon as we fall into victim mode, we give up this power.

The second thing we have to do toward absolution is make sure we understand what we need to be forgiven for. This is about boundaries. Often we take on guilt and remorse that isn’t really ours. We blame ourselves for the mistakes and shortcomings of someone else. We let our sense of responsibility for ourselves spill over to others where it doesn’t belong. The operative psych. jargon here is co-dependency. Sometimes we think it’s easier to take on the faults of others than to face our own. It does take courage to figure out whose sins are whose. In close relationships, we sometimes think we’re the ones who are doing something wrong, when actually we haven’t done ANYTHING wrong. Sometimes instead of seeking absolution we need to instead identify what could be emotional abuse. Sometimes we need disillusionment more than absolution. It’s interesting that both words share the same Latin root of the verb, lucere, to shine, be light, be clear, to be apparent. In both disillusionment and absolution, we are being led toward the light, toward the safety of awareness.

I think it goes without saying that, when we do really make a mistake, we must have willingness to admit to our wrong-doing, to seek amends. Anyone who seeks absolution has probably gotten that far. The third and final thing that has to be in place is very important, and it’s what saves us from our isolation and reintroduces us to our spiritual selves. As powerful as we can be as individuals, no absolution can take place without the aid of another human being. Our self-sufficiency has its limits. It doesn’t need to be a priest or a minister, but it can be. Whether it’s to make amends to another person, or to admit to another human being the nature of our wrongs, this exchange between yourself and another has to take place.

It’s an incredibly important part of the 12 step program of Alcoholics Anonymous, because it’s believed that if you don’t find the peace absolution offers, you will not be able to stay sober for any considerable length of time. Alcoholics can’t afford to have things like guilt, remorse, anger, and resentment troubling us because it will lead back to drinking. That’s why we learn to be more forgiving and let things go more easily, and make more amends than is probably necessary. “And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.” Like Bill, that’s also my favorite part of the Lord’s prayer. It’s simple and uncomplicated. It’s a good way to live. And it’s not about the “Lord.” It’s just about being able to let go.

We can’t repair the relationship to our spiritual self alone – we need the help of others to do it. It’s give and take. It is just as important to forgive as it is to be forgiven.

So this is where we find absolution – when we reunite with the spiritual part of our world that makes us whole. This healing of relationship can only be done in community because the spiritual self does not exist in isolation – it is the part of us that connects to all of humanity – and it is “good.” It’s remembering this that reminds me that I am good – good enough, as I am.

I come from love, I am held in love, and I return to love. That’s the script I’m learning to follow. My soul re-writes and re-reads it all the time so I don’t forget.

What re-writing do you need to do? Re-writing our scripts in life is how we let go, it’s how we forgive. It’s learning to love. We cannot love unless we have accepted forgiveness, and the deeper our experience of forgiveness is, the greater is our love.

So let us go seeking peace, and offering love.

Amen.